Den's Federal Teritory

Power of Assuming

2008-01-14T16:51:00.000+08:00

Assuming

How great the power of assuming. Here i write about its power and greatness in decieving and how this decieving feels so real to our mind like a rose where its beautiful but has thorns on its stems

Why is it so powerful?

First, letme give you an illustration. This man, by the name of Valthier, wanted to make a birthday party for his girlfriend. Obviously, he wouldn't be able to do all this by himself, so he called up his girlfriend's best friend to work together with him to plan this party right. After planning and planning, everything is almost done. What is left is only the invitation to friends and who should come. Both are tired throughout the day after all the planning and buying of stuffs. Its almost party time in a few hours time, and not even a single invitation call was made. Both decide to go home and take a rest and at the same time make those invitation calls to their friends. When both reached home, both were so tempted to take a short nap. (Here comes its POWER!) Valthier here was even more tempted to go straight to bed, and without any thinking of the invitation because he ASSUME that his girlfriend's best friend would make all the calls for him, he jumps up onto his bed and snoozed off. Meanwhile at the other end, she did the similiar same thing. Thinking that Valthier would already be making the calls right now, she just jumps on the couch and watch the O.C. on television. Since both ASSUME the other did those calls, in the end, nobody made those calls and eventually no one came at all. Valthier's girlfriend herself didnt even come and was mad because She thought that Valthier had forgotten her birthday (see how this can become so real even though it is just her thinking)

ALL CHARACTERS AND STORY IS FICTIONAL AND NONE OF IT ARE TRUE. ALL ARE MADE UP CHARACTERS AND ALSO STORY.

I'm pretty sure this ASSUMING thing has happened to you in the past. And once it actually had happen, it became a real mess. Better prevent than for it to happen right?

One thing you must always do is never ASSUME or THOUGHT or create a THEORY or GUESS anything before hand. It may seem very very real to your mind, and most of the time you would most probably think that you are always right, this could just be a mistake if you do not CHECK on whatever you are soppose to be doing.

ALWAYS CHECK, and NEVER ASSUME.

Another thing is, it is much more convenient and money saving, and timesaving, and energysaving, for YOU to just SMS or give your Boss, Leaders, Captain, Master, Head, and so on a call to tell them that you are going on a holiday next week or won't be able to make it for dinner reunion and so on rather than the Boss, Leaders and so on to call or SMS you one by one just to ask you those things.

God is Always in Control...A True Story...

2007-10-11T13:44:00.000+08:00

A man from Norfolk, VA called a local radio station to share this on
Sept 11th, 2003 , TWO YEARS AFTER THE TRAGEDIES OF 9/11/2001. His
name was Robert Matthews.

These are his words:
A few weeks before Sept. 11th, my wife and I found out we were going
to have our first child. She planned a trip out to California to
visit her sister. On our way to the airport, we prayed that God would
grant my wife a safe trip and be with her. Shortly after I
said 'amen,' we both heard a loud pop and the car shook violently. We
had blown out a tire. I replaced the tire as quickly as I could, but
we still missed her Flight.

Both very upset, we drove home. I received a call from my father who
was retired NYFD. He asked what my wife's flight number was, but I
explained that we missed the flight. My father informed me that her
flight was the one that crashed into the southern tower. I was too
shocked to speak. My father also had more news for me; he was going
to help. 'This is not something I can't just sit by for; I have to do
something.' I was concerned for his safety, of course, but more
because he had never given his life to Christ. After a brief debate,
I knew his mind was made up.

Before he got off of the phone, he said, 'take good care of my
Grandchild. Those were the last words I ever heard my father say; he
died while helping in the rescue effort. My joy that my prayer of
safety for my wife had been answered quickly became anger. I was
angry at God, at my father, and at myself. I had gone for nearly two
years blaming God for taking my father away. My son would never know
his grandfather, my father had never accepted Christ, and I never got
to say goodbye.

Then something happened. About two months ago, I was sitting at home
with my wife and my son, when there was a knock on the door. I looked
at my wife, but I could tell she wasn't expecting anyone. I opened
the door to a Couple with a small child. The man looked at me and
asked if my father's name was Jake Matthews. I told him it was. He
quickly grabbed my hand and said, 'I never got the chance to meet
your father, but it is an honor to meet his son.'

He explained to me that his wife had worked in the World Trade Center
and had been caught inside after the attack. She was pregnant and had
been caught under debris. He then explained that my father had been
the one to find his wife and free her. My eyes welled up with tears
as I thought of my father giving his life for people like this. He
then said, 'there is something else you need to know.'

His wife then told me that as my father worked to free her, she
talked to him and led him to Christ. I began sobbing at the news.
Now I know that when I get to Heaven, my father will be standing
beside Jesus to welcome me, and that this family would be able to
thank him themselves.

When their baby boy was born, they named him Jacob Matthew, in honor
of the man who gave his life so that a mother and baby could live.

This story should help us to realize two things:
First - Though it has been five+ years since the attacks, we should
never let it become a mere tragic memory.
Second - but most important - God is always in control. We may not see
the reason behind things, and we may never know this side of heaven,
but God is ALWAYS in control.

Please take time to share this amazing story with those you love. You
may never know the impact it may have on someone. God doesn't call
the qualified, He qualifies the called. Give thanks to the Lord for
He is good. His love endures forever.
Psalm 136:1

A bestman's speech on a weeding...

2007-09-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

Remember tonight, for it is the beginning of always. A promise, like a reward for persisting through life so long alone…A belief, in each other and the possibility of love…that decision to ignore or simply rise above the pain of the past…The covenant which once it bind two souls and yet severs to priorities…The celebration of the chance taken and the challenge which lies ahead. For two will always be stronger than one, like a team braced against the tempest of the world. And love will always be the guiding force in our life. For tonight is a mirthful melody only an announcement to the world of feelings long held, promises made long ago in the sacred space of our hearts

Dengue Fever!

2007-09-15T09:12:00.000+08:00

Dengue Fever

Dengue fever and dengue hemorrhagic fever (DHF) are acute febrile diseases, found in the tropics, with a geographical spread similar to malaria. Caused by one of four closely related virus serotypes of the genus Flavivirus, family Flaviviridae, each serotype is sufficiently different that there is no cross-protection and epidemics caused by multiple serotypes (hyperendemicity) can occur. Dengue is transmitted to humans by the Aedes aegypti (rarely Aedes albopictus) mosquito, which feeds during the day.

Signs and symptoms

This infectious disease is manifested by a sudden onset of fever, with severe headache, muscle and joint pains (myalgias and arthralgias - severe pain gives it the name break-bone fever or bonecrusher disease) and rashes; the dengue rash is characteristically bright red petechia and usually appears first on the lower limbs and the chest - in some patients, it spreads to cover most of the body. There may also be gastritis with some combination of associated abdominal pain, nausea, vomiting or diarrhea.

Some cases develop much milder symptoms, which can, when no rash is present, be misdiagnosed as influenza or other viral infection. Thus, travelers from tropical areas may inadvertently pass on dengue in their home countries, having not been properly diagnosed at the height of their illness. Patients with dengue can only pass on the infection through mosquitoes or blood products while they are still febrile.

The classic dengue fever lasts about six to seven days, with a smaller peak of fever at the trailing end of the fever (the so-called "biphasic pattern"). Clinically, the platelet count will drop until the patient's temperature is normal.

Cases of DHF also show higher fever, haemorrhagic phenomena, thrombocytopenia and haemoconcentration. A small proportion of cases lead to dengue shock syndrome (DSS) which has a high mortality rate.

Treatment

The mainstay of treatment is supportive therapy. Increased oral fluid intake is recommended to prevent dehydration. If the patient is unable to maintain oral intake, supplementation with intravenous fluids may be necessary to prevent dehydration and significant hemoconcentration. A platelet transfusion is rarely indicated if the platelet level drops significantly (below 20,000) or if there is significant bleeding.

The presence of melena may indicate internal gastrointestinal bleeding requiring platelet and/or red blood cell transfusion.

It is very important to avoid Aspirin and non-steroidal anti-inflammatory medications. These drugs are often used to treat pain and fever, but in this case, they may actually aggravate the bleeding tendency associated with some of these infections. If dengue is suspected, patients should receive instead acetaminophen preparations to deal with these symptoms

Taken from Wikipedia, The Free Encyclopedia

Why i'm posting this is because I have just went to test for Dengue again for the 3rd time in 10 months. Malaysia is the 3rd highest cases in the whole world in the year of 2005 with about 33,000 cases reported. In my condo which i am staying, there have also been a number of cases reported. Sometimes i see those lories going over to smoke the whole condo. Im not sure about the other block but my block has been smoked for a number of times already.

Doctor says that Dengue actually will NOT kill you if you EAT normally and drink lots of water. We musnt let ourself dehydrate as this will fasten the growing or multiplication of the dengue cells. Even if we have no apetite or having diarrhea, we must keep eating normally and drink lots of water.

This is a blood cell of a person with dengue would look like:

Oh ya. You guys must be wondering about the results of my blood test. Well, Its negative for now. Why? Doctor says that i have the symtoms of a dengue but still there is no signs of dengue in my blood. And my blood count is also normal. Doc says red spots might be viral infection if it is not dengue. My family thinks it could be measels or allergy because now it itches so much...argh...*scratch scratch* So if i get any worse, then i might be admited to the hospital. i just drank about 1 litres of water and my throat still feels dry...oh gosh...im so full of water...and now my aunt is making this tea which makes you sweat...err..i dont have fever, do i need to sweat...

Ok, off i go to drink those stuffs....bye peeps...

A sad eventful day...... :(

2007-09-13T21:59:00.000+08:00

Beware...what this blog is about is gonna be sad....

I started out my day waking up around 11am and did my design work for the bulletin

Then about 12 suumthing, sumone wants to discuss sumthing wif me...To discuss about the hosting for today...We're assign to host this group of people from the UK and our job is to show them around and bring them to places of interest...Well, 2 days have passed...Today is the last day...First i went to fetch a friend and bring her to pudu to buy the tickets for them to Taiping as they are going there for a mission trip and later going to Penang. Then come evening....

We were sopose to fetch them around 645 and bring them to cg...but things change so we fetch them arnd 745...Which i eventually lost my way to the restaurant because i have not eaten there for about a year or so...Then i thought of something...My grandad's house is nearby and my dad is there...Why not i drive there and ask directions...When i reach there....Tables and a number of chairs were being set up by my dad and uncle and cousins...I can guess already as everyone looks sad and like no joy present at all...Everyone looks like wanna mourn or something....Then i asked my dad for directions to the restaurant...I got the directions and then suddenly....To my SHOCK, SUPRISE, SADNESS, within minutes...tears began to roll down my cheeks....Eyes so teary.....i can't control myself at all...This emotion....This sad day...

My dad told me my grand father passed away...He was 88 years old...I couldnt believe this....He just went for a medical check up 1 week ago....Only his pottasium was high...Im still in a shock state and tears are building up everytime i think of Him....I cannot continue this...This is too sad for me......

Grandpa...Im sorry i didnt knew you better...Im sorry for not being able to speak to you much because i lack the chinese education...im sorry that i cant see you for many many years...I know you are in good hands now above there...

God, please take good care of him...

Miss you and love you always Grandpa!!

Penang Hols!

2007-09-10T12:22:00.000+08:00

Weeeee!!! So happy!I feel so filled with great foods!

and great experiences some bad and some good

First up, my dad drove our Proton Saga

with me and my mom in it from PJ to KL which took about 4 hours drive.

When we reach Penang, just went into the city...suddenly out of nowhere.....

(P/S : All pictures are not copyrighted by me. The pictures are taken from the internet because i did not bring any camera there. How would i know i would get to experience so many things)

A car suddenly BANG! into our car's backside. Poor White-T(the name of my car)...U got bang again... My dad kinda feel errr....dunno how to explain...My car actually just underwent a one week repairs(on all dented areas), changed parts, and respray the whole car which cost for a thousand plus...and now another accident just after 2 weeks repairing it..So cham...

Well..Accident is over..and the guy even ask us to pay him for him banging our car...what is this! You bang from behind, ur fault la follow so close... In the end, nobody paid anything. My dad also just let go as the guy was kind of a young boy(older than me i think) and his car much worse damaged than mine. Luckily my bumper is made of STEEL! HAHAHAH!! Thats the advantage of Old car! Steel bumpers...his car kena teruk by my steel bumper...

Next...is our adventure to find the Hotel. We took quite alot of turns here and there coz all the roads become one way street. My dad from Penang also blur dy since he left Penang 30+ years ago. His old house where he stayed last time also demolished dy. Now got apartments there. Finally we got to our Hotel. Checked in and immediately i lie down on the bed. My back is aching from the 4 hours ride in that car. They actually got a picture of this hotel in Google...lol

After that, we went out for dinner and we ate RUBBISH! yay! Thats what they all call it. Rubbish! Hahaha...I wonder why...Even tho they call it rubbish..it just taste soooooooooo NICE! So delicious! One shop there is totally miles better than every food shop in KL!

We ate, Char Kuay Teow, Loh Bak,

Prawn Mee, Egg wif Oyster[Oh Chien](How u spell the chinese version), Poppiah, Chee Cheong Fun...and lots more! Yeeepii!!

The good thing is i didnt even gained any weight! lol! Cause i only ate rice on sunday ...Other than friday and saturday, all our food are rubbish! hahaha...On the last day, My Grand Aunts brought us to a restaurant called "Red Bali Seafood Restaurant" So unbelievable...The food is just sooo DELICIOUS! Chilli Crab, the Dried Chilli Frog, The Assam Pedas Fish, the Fried Chicken(sound normal, but its nice)...and lotsa more...All meat u know...No vegetable at all...See how Penang ppl eat...(Not all penang people la, right Jan..U eat quite healthy one...heheheh)

Ok..its monday now...And i just returned from Penang...My back is really in pain now and i think i will take a short nap...Ok enjoy reading!

Everything Alright...

2007-09-06T09:50:00.000+08:00

Everytihing seems to be going on well this few weeks...Even though i struggle with a few things, i got through with it. A huge challenge it is along with so many things going on with Emerge! Parade of Schools practices till late at night or should i say very early in the morning, Futsal practice which i eventually quitted because i had to train for PoS, Transformers design, PS2 Winning Eleven which i lost to Wilsey in the 2nd Round, Then the PoS competition itself on the 1st day of Emerge, And the last day of Emerge which VU eventually emerge as victorious! GO VU!

Although we lost the PoS, but we did our best, we gave our all in practices and also on that day itself. To all the PoS VU members, Girls(Cheryl, Tracy, Haruka, En Ai, Krystina, Christina, Sara, Sharon, Pheobe, and Vina) and Guys(Adam, Hunter, Eric, Wern Sern, YC, Malcolm, David, Edison, and Lex) its so nice to be in the same team as you all. Let's battle it out again next year! Who knows, we might be champions!

Lets bring revival back to Malaysia!

When will this end...........

2007-08-03T20:58:00.000+08:00

Dear blog,

Im gonna share with you one of my toughest challenges yet so far. Im really having a HUGE financial problem rite now. Parents are both pensioners. And money is always decreasing and never increasing. I felt so sad when my parents lecture me about money. Cause i really want to give my best to my tithes, offering and also mission/building fund.Of my old allowance, i think i have given 4 months of my allowance in one year of my Christianity life ady. With my current allowance, im not sure how am i going to give abundantly to the LORD. And with car banging me, and me denting other car, and mission goin on rite now. Somemore with the leaders retreat coming. I nid atleast 6 months of my allowance to pay for all that...

Is this just a challenge from God....Or is this just what happens when i use money too much on projects and fuel and so on...If this is a challenge....then how long will this challenge last....im feeling tired....Im feeling dry rite now everytime i see money or anything that has to do with funds...I really have faith and trust God with everything i have rite now....But i just don't know how long can i stand this...Friends are there to pray for me...to cheer me up...to help me here and there....But how long can i last....Im not sure....

Its so challenging just to give to offering and tithes rite now...Sometimes i feel i do not want to give anymore until my financial problems settled. But that is not rite....God will test my faith towards my giving...But how am i to give without any $$ available....

I have thought about this that it will happen one day....But i didn't knew it would happen so fast....Not now....I still have 2 years of college fees to be paid....

In my last post i wrote something about "How can money be more important than Church" Well....With having problems like this...Im also not sure which is more important rite now...I can continue serving with all my heart and willingness...but without and income...can i survive? Surely almost everything needs money rite now...Fuel for car needs money...Projects/Assignments need money to buy materials...Food need money...Electricity needs money....Just everything need money nowadays....

How long will this last....How long can i stand it....When will it end.....

Work or Church?

2007-08-02T06:39:00.000+08:00

Interesting topic? Well...Recently i recieve a complain...err...not really complain la...just someone asks me this question....

Why can someone choose to work for money over Church stuffs like Bible study, church service and so on...

Well...since im not yet working, and my dad never let me work coz he scared of what money can do to me or maybe even use me and not me using the money...I also dunno how to answer this question...So is money really that important, until we have to delay or cancel church things, meetings and so on? Should church be prioritize as number one and other stuffs be neglected.

Well, for me, we must excel in both our workplace/study and also church. So there has to be a balance in it..But somehow this is the only answer i can come out of. Im not sure how money can be that important as well..God can test our faith thru our giving and tithing but how are we to earn without work and also allowance from parents. If we don't recieve allowance, then how are we going to settle our pledge, offering and so on...Some of us may have struggle with financial problems while some even with this problems, kept faith and trusting God that He will provide eventually. Of course with action tho...Words without Action is Nothing...

So they are many working people out there...Can you solve this question?

Car banged!

2007-07-30T15:11:00.000+08:00

My poor car was banged on Saturday morning!

I got no pics, but my front left light glass shattered. And my proton logo fly dunno go where...I'm fine but my car isn't. Poor car...i have used you so much...drive here and there....fetch here and there....Now u got banged by another car.....You've have been loyal to me...Not complaining at all...How i wish i had Bumble-Bee or Jazz as my car...lol...

Then the car can fight back those who bang your cars....how cool is that? Jazz as a Pontiac Solstice and Bumble-Bee as a Camaro. They can protect you as well as drive you without you even touching the wheel or pedals. Autopilot!

P/S : See what imagination can do to our minds...heheheh

Transformers?

2007-07-09T20:56:00.000+08:00

Here is a clip on Transformers. Huh? Transformers? Why they look so REAL? Why, they ARE REAL. Watch it!

Alone....

2007-07-09T08:54:00.000+08:00

Synopsis
Looking roughly at Pim’s life, she is just another ordinary woman. She moved from Thailand and started a new life in Korea with her caring and loving husband. But one night, a phone call from Thailand changes her life forever. Pim learns that her mother is gravely ill with an unknown disease, and she and her husband Lee rush back to Thailand.

The moment she arrives in Thailand, the flashbacks begin-painful memories, long buried, along with a strange familiar feeling.These things only grow stronger, as she reaches the house where she grew up. She is inundated with a nostalgia that is sweet, but with an undercurrent of terror, a realization that someone is “there,” right beside her, always. And that someone had always been there.

The secret of Pim and her family has slowly been revealed: she was once a Siamese twin! Ten years ago, Pim and her conjoined twin sister underwent as operation to separate them. But her sister died during the attempt. And now, Pim suddenly feels her presence once more, relentlessly.

Will she regain the normal life she once had – her own and hers alone?

P/S
If you're a a guy, watch it with your girlfriend. She will definitely jump and hold ur hand or hide in your shoulders for most of the ghost scenes. If you're a girl, bring a jacket to cover ur eyes when the ghost is about to jump out. For guys with girlfriends, they will definite enjoy this movie as well as the company. For girls, i recomend asking the receptionist for a discount as you won't even be able to watch half of the show as most of the time, their eyes are closed.

Twins?? Huh??

2007-07-04T08:58:00.000+08:00

Do you believe that in this very world....err...i mean country...that there is a person that is so similiar to you but both of you live a different life, raise up from different parts of state, from 2 very different families and both of you are like twins from a mental and characteristic point of view. Genetically, it is impossible la unless something happen in between....Ahem Ahem!

Im Dennis from Labuan from a middle-class family raise up only with English and Malay as my language. Later discovered that my blood type is AB+ which is the rarerest among all bloodtypes. AB- less rare and O being the common. I used to like black alot but have now grown up to be less picky on choices on colours and other stuffs. I don't like bitter stuffs, but like everything that is delicious enough to get my attention.

Then there this girl, whose name i should not name here due to privacy purposes, has very similiar traits to me. She have AB+ blood too. Finally i found someone who has the exact same blood type as me. She's the first! She also used to like black alot until her parents complained about her always choose black for her clothes. She also love chocolates which i like also but i don't really say it out loud (control macho...ahem!)

Difference so far, She is female, Im a guy, She left-handed, Im right. Different parents (ofcourse la), looks (duh!), diff hometown (thats the main point)

Sometimes when we chat, we both would go somewhere to do our own things (like going to dinner, cook, wash clothes, and etc), both of us would at the same time return back to the pc to chat with each other again. This isn't planned at all so is it just a coincidence...Hmmm....

We're still in the process of finding things that are similiar...so process...process....

Ahem....No gossips please...lol...

Me and my poor car are challenged...

2007-05-17T05:51:00.000+08:00

Few weeks ago, i felt very challenged

I was challenged in my decision to use my car and fetch people like a taxi driver around and around or not to...Certainly this is tough for me as my parents are no more working...Budget is very limited and yet i still want to stay faithful to my tithes and offerings but the money for fuel gets my mind stressed and confused whether i should be doing this taxi driver thing or not..

Sometimes i felt very tempted not to fetch them but i made a promise in the past that when i get a car, i shall use this car to fetch others...In other words, when i am blessed, i shall use this blessing to sow and bless others...This promise made me fetch them no matter what...After those drives here and there...sometimes would even go from church to damansara and back to church and again to damansara...i would receive a lecture from my parents about money, how i spend them, how money is used on fuel, how i give to tithes and offerings, and to save up. Sometimes im just stuck in between you know...I just don't know what to do anymore...But i know i must stick to my promise...I know i must do good works...I know that God would want me to do this...

But how would i be able to drive them all the way from here to there and back again without money so support my fuel? The answer is easy...Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding and He shall direct your paths...I stuck to driving them around and i got blessed a number of times during that week...Just stay faithful and you will definitely be blessed...Total blessings....let me count.............lets just say its a 3 digit blessing....

Now i feel like a driver for both cg and dance team...hahaha....every now and then, calls coming in to be a driver....lol...Just stick to what you are capable of doing and what you sow, you will reap...

My challenge...

2007-04-27T09:39:00.000+08:00

My Challenge…

Speaking about challenges and about facing them…

I just wonder…about myself and my challenges...

I wonder about all my challenges that I have faced...

How hard or how easy they have been…

I feel the easy ones are a number…

While the hard ones are a few…

Hard ones are like diamonds…

They are rare to me…

Easy ones are like blood…

I have lots of them…

Easy ones are easy to go through…

But hard ones are a challenge…

Hard ones are surely waiting in the future…

I just know it and I will have to be prepared…

Whatever comes, Whatever goes,

Perseverance, Patience, Never quit…

Are the characters that I will need…

I’m grateful about my life so far…

No challenge that I faced…

Are those a challenge to me…

The biggest challenge I faced…

Is indeed none other than myself…

For I have to change and repent…

My proud, quiet person that I am…

Doing things which shouldn’t be done…

But done due to peer pressure…

Now, I’m learning from City Harvest…

And I’m changing bit by bit…

Thank you for the teachings…

For each and every one of you…

Have taught me important things…

That have changed me to what I am today…

Thank you once again for everything…

But other than myself, I haven’t…

Really faced anything challenging…

I’m very grateful I don’t face…

Things like parental objection…

For me being a Christian and…

Doing works for church…

And serving in church…

They don’t reject what I do…

As long as what I do…

Is considered good works…

Actually everything I do…

Every decision I make…

Every course that I wanted to take…

Every dream that I wanted to be…

Rejection is rare…

And acceptance is galore…

I want to do something…

For those who face challenges…

More challenging than mine…

But I couldn’t think of anything…

Except to pray hard for everyone…

To pray in the spirit…

For breakthrough in your life…

I also feel something needed to be done…

In other countries which are suffering…

Due to diseases, low food intake…

And so on…Mission…

Is one way to help them…

I wish I can go mission one day…

And do what I could…

If this means, that I would leave my Country…

Then, I will by all means leave…

And do mission works…

And also evangelist them at the same time…

Things that I want to do…

In the future…

For I will do good works…

Challenges

2007-04-23T09:55:00.000+08:00

Everybody in their life will definitely faces challenges in life
Each and every challenges will be tough to overcome
It will mostly test our wits and patience
Sometimes we fail, sometimes we are victorious
Some people gives up easily, while some never quits
Sometimes these challenges put us up for a real fight
Sometimes they are easy to overcome

What challenges will do, is to make us a better person
As an individual, as we grow and learn our mistakes
Grow to overcome these challenges
Mentall, and also physically we can become stronger,
Spiritually as well can be tested to the limits,
Whatever the challenge is, we must overcome them.
No matter what fear we face, Challenge that challenge
and we will conquer them

For we are nobody at the very start
When we are born all start with zero, zip, zilch,
No knowledge, no language, no nothing
We all learn, and now these challenges
Make us learn to overcome obstacles in life,

Never say die, Never give up,
No matter what, Complete that task,
Even if this task is almost impossible to complete,
Just give it your all, Try your best,
People will appreaciate you,
People will keep cheering on,
Even if we're losing, keep your spirits up,

If your team mates are down,
Motivate them, Even if they feel they are useless,
If we're examples to them, so we must give our all,
Then they will follow ur example and try their best,
If we're newbies, we should follow our leader's example,
As to not to dissapoint them,

Determination, Consistency, Composure
These are some which will make us succeed in sports

Intelectual, Patience, Teamwork
These are some which will make us succeed in Obstacles

My Visual DNA

2007-04-22T19:30:00.000+08:00

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Are You an Atheist, Agnostic or a Believer?

2007-04-21T06:56:00.000+08:00

You Are a Believer

You definitely believe in God - and you're very unwavering in your religious beliefs.
In fact, religion and spirituality are definitely big parts of your life.
Religion shapes how you view right and wrong, as well as the decisions you make.
It's hard for you to imagine how your life would be without your beliefs.

Are You an Atheist, Agnostic or a Believer?

My Love Profile

2007-04-21T06:54:00.000+08:00

Aries - Your Love Profile

Your positive traits:

You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet.
Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you.
Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected.

Your negative traits:

You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements.
Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later.
You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had.

Your ideal partner:

A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics.
Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months.
Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased.

Your dating style:

Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your ideal date may involve a couple motorcycles or naked skydiving.

Your seduction style:

Honest and direct - you have no need for romance or much foreplay.
Show off. You like to show your lover how you're the best ever.
Ambitious. You often like to go all night - or aim for multiple orgasms.

Tips for the future:

Start to believe in second and third chances. You don't have to dump them so fast.
Savor the process. Sometimes the best part of falling in love is taking things in slow motion.
Let go of comparisons. If someone's with you, then you've already one. Stop worrying about exes.

Best color to attract mate: Red

Best day for a date: Tuesday

What's Your Love Profile?

Hmmm....Postive traits almost all are true while negative traits....lol...
not even one true oh...im serious....meanwhile ideal partner...
errr......no comment...hahaha..find out urself..dating style...
oh gosh...naked skydiving....swt...lol...not that adventurous la..
Seduction style....Ahem ahem...no comment....

Top 5 things i dream of having

2007-04-20T10:45:00.000+08:00

1. Mac Book Pro
This is my future...Design need this....It probably take me awhile to get as it is quite pricey...sobs....

2.Apple i-Phone
Well...this is a handphone....i haven't had a proper phone for awhile now...and i proly won't have another until maybe i get a steady job first...which is maybe 5 to 10 more years....

Dream dream dream....oh.....dreaammmm....(remember this song)

3. Nikon D70
Well....i like photography in a way...so this is one of my things that i dream of having....proly won't be needing this for now tho...

4. Playstation 3
Well...this is indeed every kids dream...Im not more a teen but im also not yet an adult....why teen got the teen word at the end of their age while adult is 21 years old(proof : only 21 can go in casino) im only 20 so im in the middle...lol...

5: Mitsubishi Lancer Evolution
Well...basicly i just dream of owning one of these....lol...It doesnt have to be Evo...it could be Skyline also....basicly just a better car....

Its Official! I Will be joining Dance Ministry!

2007-04-18T18:12:00.000+08:00

Yo people!
Its official now!
I'm gonna join the dance ministry after just beginning usher ministry for a few weeks dy...
Ushering is quite fun actually...
You get to SMILE wide like Audrey

P/S: Audrey, can i have ur smile...hahahaha....

In Dance, we get to well....Dance...what else...
Hip Hop, Break Dance, Jazz, Poppin(We nid to learn this)
I used to dance break dance before so i have some experience...
Hip Hop, quite easy to learn...i think...haha
Poppin...well...we obviously need this some day...

What am i saying...getting too excited here...
hahaha....i still need to get through the audition
I will give my all in all i do!
This is my promise to each and everyone of you
If i make mistakes, do correct me!
I mean it! Critism makes you better!

We all in this together!

Magnificent Seven

2007-04-11T00:50:00.000+08:00

Amazing! Simply amazing!
Final score Man Utd 7 Roma 1
Enough said...score said it all

A calling from God?

2007-03-23T22:13:00.000+08:00

well, i wouldn't say God but its Jeffrey who called me
It happened bout 6pm this evening before i got ready to leave to drive around sunway and take pictures here and there...

Let me tell you a story...

Once upon a time in a galaxy very very near
Sunway Ridzuan Condo,
A legend of easter celebration
on the April 7th and 8th
Coming to City Harvest Church
There this thing called a 'Flyer"
Master Jeffrey, a Graphics Master
summon a newborn, Dennis,
to complete a series of training...
Flyer is the first course...
Will the newborn be able to overcome this obstacle...
Or will he have troubles in it...
The end is near...
So near, it is tommorow night...
But the newborn accept this challenge...
for he will grasp every opportunities given...
For a chance may not always come..

Toenks...O.o...hahahaha....star wars storyline abit, k
make you not sleep while reading my blog...
Basicly, Jeffrey called me and asked me whether i can do this One-Day(thats what he called it) thing. Which is to design a flyer for Easter Celebration...I was like...WAH...really ar?(In my head, ofcourse) and just said to him, ok, no problem...lol...without thinking whether i have time or not...But in Jesus name, I will be able to finish EVERYTHING in his Name...

So, i just want to say thanks to Jeffrey for giving me this chance/oppurtunity to design this One-Day flyer...hahaha..

I can see myself in the future...In Usher Ministry, In Multimedia Ministry...In Dance Ministry...In Creative(Drama perhaps)...is this too much...i can cope ar??? lol

my life full of suprises

2007-03-08T16:13:00.000+08:00

Lol...its been awhile since i last post...the last post like 5 days ago...

Thursday...
Today is one of the bussiest day of my life this year...horrid time doing assignment given by the King. Raja Sharil is after all his name wurt...then theres this Topi essay that we have to write the first draft...then the dateline for GD typography poster. the King's work done today but unfortunately i fell sick for the whole day on friday...Was weak and coughing here and sneezing there...friday is i mean was the dateline and presentation for the King's work....dissapointed....and upset over the late submission...dang...wish my health could be more consistently healthy....

I also forgoten about the draft man...its kinda very gan cheong facing Mr. Arthur in tutorial sessions...He really made me freeze...dunno what to say when he asks questions...not to say he is strict or very fierce lecturer...just that somehow his presence make you wanna respect and do what he says...he is afterall the Course Cordinator for us....lol...

In the GD part...i'm not totally strugling as this is what i want to do...This is afterall my dream to be a designer...So i didn't really expect any stress or troubles for this typography poster...I only had one problem...which is the colour...Why ar? Heck, how would i know how would baby colours or girlish colours look like...Heck, even while doing the dang thing, my neck hair also went up man...geli oh...lol....but for Graphics sake...for my dream sake...i accept the challenge...if i got yan yee's one lagi teruk....all pink man...oh gosh...i will faint full of pink...

Today is the final comfirmation with the poster...comfirm liao with miss tong tong...chosen the colour, layout, and blablabla...now the only thing left is to print the dang thing....after print...presentation time on monday...lol...

to my suprise ar...i got highest in grade in my language...in other words...my praises and comments, and presentation skills...lol...i didn't expect that...my research was the most worst...not much in my sketch book as most reseach is done in reading and watching movies...i had no idea how to put that in the sketch book so only picture can be found in there...now only i know i can write essay for my reseach in the sketchbook...essay or summary written after watching, i mean researching a video in youtube...XD

One more thing....today in the GD lab....got 3 lecturers....miss tong tong...miss ruby...and miss guat ling....can you tell me the similiarities of all three person except that they are lecturers of KBU and also in the Design school.....can or not...i know grey knows the answer liao...i let you guess the answer...if either of them read this ar....im donna be dead meat...probably kena cincang here and there ady.....

sorry ar...no pics now...i add later...lazy now...somemore my com at home no internet for awhile...so hard for me to post anything much...

bye for now...

2007-02-27T08:47:00.000+08:00

Love is in the air…

Well…love is certainly in the air these few days….love towards parents, love towards brothers and sisters, love towards friends, love towards love ones, love towards enemies, love towards GOD..

What is love anyway? In general sense, love is something that you really treasure and will never let go no matter what happens. It is something which would even cost your life if you love “THEM” that much..

To me, love is something which is very complicated. Let me just say that, “to love someone is easy, but for someone to love you is hard”. Why do I say this? Well, it is impossible to know anyone who loves you unless he/she tell you. Even if they do tell you, how do you exactly know that they are telling the truth? It is quite impossible to tell the difference between the truth and lies. Acting comes into people minds who are so desperate that they are willing to do everything until they get what they want. They could just be desperate to get that leng chai or lung lui that they dream of getting. Some would just dream dream and dream. While they are some who would do everything in their power to get what they want.

Here’s an example…Let’s say, that your team is losing 1 goal to 0 in a football match. Certainly your team wouldn’t want to lose the match right? What would your players do? They would ACT. Someone tries to tackle one of your players inside the box and then suddenly out of no where, your player fell down without even contact on him. The referee awards your team a penalty. And your team scores. The score is 1-1. This is an act of desperation. Who would ever want to lose a game unless if the game is a friendly la..which doesn’t really matter who wins or lose..When during a competition, who would want to lose. Everybody wants to win, right?

Well, so do those desperate people out there. They tell you lies in desperation to get what they want. Let say, some guy came to you and explain about some organization about children cancer or something. Then they would ask for donation. How would you know they are telling the truth? They could just be acting to take your precious money. The organization could just be an organization to take people money and use them for themselves. Those images could just be taken off the Internet like any other pictures. Heck, we ALL know that right? Are we just too stupid to realize this? Or are we ANGELS for giving donation to those who need them or is it just an act of desperation to get what they want. Newspapers came out an article where it says that those people "collecting" donations are not really donations. For example, if you give RM10. The mangsa that you donated to only receive 10% where the agents aka "the collector" receive 50% and the company that hires them receive 40%. Is this fair? Hell no! I would prefer to give RM100 to those who need directly rather than give to those agents. Frauds they are. If you want to give, do your research first. There lotsa frauds out there so watch out. These people just act in desperation. I don't think those agents have much sympathy

The same goes to love. I know coz I’ve seen so enough of friends getting themselves lied for their partner to get them as their boyfriend/girlfriend. It is just so sad to see them suffer because of that. And I’m tired of being the middle man. Tired of trying to fix the problem where the problem couldn’t really be fix at all. They were just acting to get what they want. When they are done, they say bye bye. Honestly, I’ve thought of doing some desperate things, but I just realize at that time that that is certainly not right. I would just be lying to myself and her. In fact, I think I was a victim once, but I didn’t really realize coz I was still very young. XD. Monkey love mah…hahaha…

Now I don’t know why all these things keep coming into my mind. Things that make me realize things that they are not. Things that are so impossible to tell the difference between the truth and the lies. Would there be a kind of meter or scanner to tell which the truth is and which is lies.

Uncles, Aunties, Cousins, and Friends all have been pressuring me to get a girlfriend. Well. Here’s my answer. It is impossible for me to tell the truth between who is lying and who is telling the truth. Even if I do like someone would they like me back. Heck, who am I anyway? I’m no Brad Pitt or any guys that girls would dream of. I’m me, I will never change. I will still be the Dennis that everybody knows. Probably nobody really knows about my past as my move to this big city is like a new start in my life. Everything in the past are wiped out and everything in the future lies ahead. Although I know that the past will always be there no matter what you do. People still remember you for what you did back then. You’ll be remembered on you bad deeds and good deeds. If they are record breaking, then you’ll be remembered for a long time. The past is apart of me. Not apart of you, so I’ve no reason whatsoever to write a book about my past.

There’s only one way for me to get a girlfriend now. That is that they love me. When someone loves you, they will never leave you. They would do everything in their power to help you. They would care for you. Never leave you alone for whatsoever reason. When they love me that way, then I would be able love them back. I may not love them at first but with the love they shown me, I would definitely love them back to the same standard of how they love me. Love is cruel in a way. Also magical in a another way. But to me love is just complicated. Like a DNA reading which we would know what the hell it is unless we learn how to read them(although with the technology we have, everything is done for us).

To love someone, you must first be loved by someone...

Make sure that is pure love. No lies. No betrayals. No disloyalty. Too bad there is no certain way to make sure that it is pure love. Everybody just seem to love the other and not sure whether the other REALLY do love them back. They might just be acting in desperation again.

And again...Another famous saying...Don't judge a book by its appereance...Don't just see leng chai or leng lui. See their heart....Inner beauty conquers all..But i must admit the outer beauty is also very much, ahem....optional...lol...but this optional most probably be ticked one...hahahah...but the standard of beauty not high lo...XD

Sorry ah...no pics here...this like an article by me...lol..
Dunno why suddenly feel like writing this...
Been trying to publish this post for 3 days liao...Home connection can't connect to blogger... T_T

2007-02-20T21:22:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY...

What happened on tuesday? hmmmm....wait....

Let me remember them.....

Oh ya....just class in the morning...tuturial on the Typography project...then afternoon do nothing until bout 4:30 and then fetcha friend to church. Then later at night, got church special service which is combined service for valentine and CNY..So fun at church...Got live drama show of the last episode of "the Oily Affair".

Fo the 2nd episode go to the link here:
http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode2.html

The last episode which as live if you watched at church is here:
http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode3.html

overall the show are very good..it kinda have moral studies plus phua chu kang laughter...lol...

Got dance also...Hip Hop dance plus abit of Break Dance...All dancers are church members...If in the famous world..Nobody would know them...very good for unknowns...

Somemore at the end all couples are asked to kiss their partner..lol...ofcourse only married,engaged, and long relationship only...teenagers aren't allowed tho...or else the parents might just give pastor a call...

Oh ya...one more thing...I made a promise today...That i would NEVER EVER drink til i drunk...and i will also NEVER EVER SMOKE...actually i decided this a long time ago...but today just an official promise to GOD...hehe

i think thats all tuesday...

Move on to Wednesday.....Valentines day....

Weee...having fun by myself...Basicly valentine's day doesn't exist in my books...lol...XD..i currently not interested lo in a relationship...I've been through hardships in relationship before...i guess im just not ready yet...muahahaha....and least i can ENJOY all i want without the other worried about me...if you know what i mean..

If got someone likes me...then maybe....just maybe i will rethink...XD
(Should this line even be here, XD)

The day just went normally like any other day..except that it is a HOLIDAY! quite awhile no holiday....now go holiday...must enjoy and play play play!!

sorry ar...no pics in the above...after this i promise got pic...now actually my cam no bat..so i charge it for awhile and i stop writing here for a little while...

wait la...

not yet charge yet..

still cannot on lar...

Just be patience

Cannot wait ar....

go read other blog lo...

then come return here and continue reading this...

lol

still not ready oh...

okok...you guys might be pretty pissed up with me....heheheh

Its the holidays now...unlike grey who just stayed at home in front of his COM dota-ing, auditionSEA-ing, civilization-ing, laze off and etc. I've been experiencing the exact opposite to him...Since friday, i've been having CNY dinner with 4 different families...Friday is with my own family...Then on Saturday, with my sis's husband's family...On Sunday, suppose to go for dinner at my bro's wife's family but they already came here on Saturday lunch time...so consider as one reuninion...XD..On Monday plak, another dinner with my Uncle's family and Grandpa. Angpow's are a number...3 digit blessings....

Other than that...i have this:

PS2.......Nothing else to say here...

then this:

My bed....for me to sleep like a pig in respect to the year of the pig....XD

theres one more thing i would like to show here.....

its this...

Who would want to paint this poor frying pans....and for what...Probably the cleaner will be WTH!! lol...actually these frying pans painted with emulsion belongs to grey for his VS project...Sight and Taste huh....i guess this is taste...and a sight.....lol.

I've been trying to post this darn post for like 4 days ady...so it got extended as the days pass by...Until today which is FOOTBALL night! So you know what is next...muahahahahh

FOOTBALL TONIGHT!
Manchester United VS Lille
3:30 AM in France

Manchester United will be looking for thier first win against Lille in 3 matches. Man Utd lost their last match to Lille last season in the Champions League. Now revenge are on Man Utd minds...They are a revelation this season with Cristiano Ronaldo being a totally different player after the "controversial" world cup involvement with Rooney's sent-off...That event supposely going to split Man Utd into 2 but Rooney and Ronaldo are like playing out of their skins now. Their form has been outstanding this last few weeks...Alex Ferguson will be hoping his team will be able to secure a comfortable win agaisnt the opposing team tonight as the pressure is already on them in the Premeir League with Chelsea chasing them, and in the Cup where there is a replay against Reading coming next next week.

My prediction is Man Utd will win 2-0. This is a crazy rough guess. No statistics have been analyze or anything so don't blame me if i got the score wrong.

Football Pundit, Dennis

Futsal Fever!

2007-02-12T11:07:00.000+08:00

Oh gosh...here i come again with the 'Oh Gosh' Frenzy' Plus 'Football'

Be prepared to read about this syok sendiri post....muahahahahahah!!!

Futsal is is a kind of sport which is similar to the more known football. The only difference is that futsal is played on

this measurements:

Length
Minimum 28 meters
Maximum 40 meters
Width Minimum 16 meters
Maximum 20 meters

International Games
Length Minimum 36 meters
Maximum 40 meters
Width Minimum 18 meters
Maximum 20 meters

taken from http://www.amfutsal.com.py/reglasdejuego.html

lol...so official meh...can get the measurements some more...actually the measurements doesn't really matter for any of us..Like we're gonna play in an official tournament or anything right? We can just use the basketball court(a good place to play but a bit dangerous as some courts are made of cement so its gonna hurt if you fall), or badminton court(although this would damage the court, so its not recommended), or the best place to play, the artificial grass or in other words, fake grass. Some call this turf. There are a number of futsal centres in PJ itself. I played a few of them. Some with people who don't really know how to play, some with grownups(by this i mean late 20s to 30s, just way older than me), and now i played mostly with my church mates now which we currently play every Sunday at 10pm to 12am at Extreme Park Sunway. Oh gosh...i just love this sport the more i play it.

Honestly, i just played yesterday night. actually my muscles especially my abs and thigh hurts man...not that painful la but still...lol...thats what happens when long time didn't played. It was awesome tho, I scored a few goals...I just love the feeling when scoring a goal.I think ryan knows this feeling. although i must admit I'm not the best striker or player there(humble konon, wahahhah). I think i defend more better than i attack. I made a few assist too..and all the assist comes from my tackling which sets up the striker to score. lol....me being proud now....wahahahahahah....

I want to play again next Sunday....but unfortunately, everyone is going back hometown..sobs sobs...no futsal for 2 weeks...nevermind...after that 2 weeks...futsal continues! yay! more fun for me! now i must persevere and time manage myself so i can finish my assignments on time so that i can have time to enjoy and play football and not be stress about assignments at all...

I just wish KBU has a futsal court where their students can play. It would be great. Ryan and i just might join straight away...lol...Too bad tho...Phase 2 of KBU has not even started...I just wonder now why do they have to put that in the display in the lobby...i think the college has ENOUGH money already to at least start the process of phase 2. This not even 1 block..

Lol....you guys might be sleepy already reading this futsal post...Except maybe ryan tho...hahaha...if you reach here...then congratulations...you just endure a post of Futsal! lol....thats all folks...

Christianity

2007-02-02T08:49:00.000+08:00

I'll start with a verse from NKJV bible

Matthew 6:33 Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these shall be added unto you.

I never really memorized this verse and yet it somehow got into my head. I have no idea how this verse got there. I just seem to know it. I may not be a preacher or anything but what i think that this verse is saying is, to seek first god, believe in him, have faith, and all his righteousness will eventually be added unto you...I remembered my cell leader preach something about this verse once...they used the word unto instead of into is because that you already have what HE has..It is only added into you..

I've been a christian(officially) for 3 quarters of a year now..Its been certainly life changing..Pastor's preaching, the atmosphere at church, the presence of the holy spirit...everything i have experience seem to change most of what i am. I think i have never ever commented more in a critic session before in college/school ever in my life...I think i very very rarely critic unless the teacher/lecturer mentions my name last time. Also i am a super quiet person..Rarely speak if i totally don't know you. But then somehow, i spoke with people which i never even met before. And even prayed with them...gosh...im changing so much i don't even know who am i anymore...

What i know now is I've changed, and this is because of HIM. I always have faith in him no matter where i am or what i am doing. There was once i was very lost on a road...and this BIG city is much too big for an island boy like me..Certainly i will get lost sooner or later right? Well, i just prayed and keep having faith and i got back home safely. Although i miss the next day's class...heheh...bad me...blaming this on the mazy road...I must say tho that the SIGNS are very very misleading sometimes...Once there was a sign board saying this way to TTDI, and the other to section 17, then after driving a while, the one to section 17 also have a split in the end which can also end up on the TTDI side of the road...

Aiks...i think i took a wrong turn liao into another topic...aren't i suppose to be writing about christianity...lol..hmmm...i just thought of something..My church have been quite busy...This month they have this mini-series called 'An Oily Affair'
This mini-series is about.....well...why don't you have a look yourselves....
here's the website to the video...

http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode1.html

go on...i guarantee you will enjoy it as well as having a laugh...im not sure how big it is since i didn't watched it online coz i already watched it at church...and i tell you...its really funny...Tomorrow my church is showing the 2nd episode which i surely wouldn't want to miss out...lol...the bloopers at the end really made me burst with laughter until my stomach cramped up...hahaha....im not sure the online one has the bloopers or not..there only four episode but i think they did quite well in the acting department..I shall be posting the next episode video as soon as they uploaded it into the net. Plus on this coming tuesday which is 13 of february, 8pm, there will be a LIVE show on STAGE in my church...Do come if you have the time...

Thats why i think im gonna die this week....got 2 VS assignment havent finish yet....gosh...i hope i can finish it in time...

Ok..thats all for now..

Pigs Anyone?

2007-01-31T20:04:00.000+08:00

Here is a post dedicated to the pig year...

Beware...lotsa pigs here....hahaha....you are warned...

This year is indeed the pig year according to the chinese calender...Well To us, pigs are lazy, junk food eating, animals...All they do is just eat and sleep...Heck, thats why they tastes so good right? Coz they eat everything...So all the junk food combined...What you get.....The Pig.....lol...am i even making any sense here...

This is what i meant about lazy pig...They fat looks very digusting at some times, but yet they tastes so good...

There are alot more of things that have PIGS on them....here are some examples...

This is a speaker shaped like a pig...

This a a paper art/origami(is this how you spell it?) of a pig

This is a Pig-O-War which is similiar to the Ship, Man-O-War...The only difference i think is that this walks on land...lol..

Here is a dog....or should i say a pig wannabe....lol...kinda cute...

Anyway..Hope for a great year in tbis pig year and not laze off like other pigs...next year...the mouse....

Cell Group Game

2007-01-26T08:46:00.000+08:00

Lol...you want know what my game is ar....ok lo...

i got the game like on wednesday...Im sopose to lead the game on thursday night. Actually i got game liao la on monday but this new one is better....but abit complicated to get ready...but for me its worth it...My members had lotsa fun and all laugh here and there...It made me happy seeing them smile and play my game with their happy yet competetive attitude...

The game is called 'A Game Show'. I made lotsa questions...Not so many la..bout 30 of them only..Actually at first i thought that 30 questions wasn't enough. But then again, my cell leader, Shirley, said 'ok lo, enough already...let my group win only...hahaha...i w got bout like 5 or more questions left...i was relieve..lol..i didn't expect this to be that fun...Some questions i set, they cannot answer....lol..one of the question is about the First bible....The Guttenberg Bible...They don't know the answer...hahaha...i thought they should know..lol..we all just had that lecture last week on monday...

anyway, i just gave the prize of crysantynum tea to them and finish lo...Im glad i lead today's game..I haven't done anything much lately for my Cell Group..I wish i can have the opportunity again some time next month..

ok lo...i stop here for now...now is 8:56 am...4 more mins to Visual Studies class...haha...ciao..

Tears of Heaven

2007-01-23T23:43:00.000+08:00

Tears in Heaven by Eric Clapton

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven
I'll find my way, through night and day
Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven

Time can bring you down
Time can bend your knee
Time can break your heart
Have you begging please
Begging please

(instrumental)

Beyond the door
There's peace I'm sure.
And I know there'll be no more...
Tears in heaven

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven
Will it be the same
If I saw you in heaven
I must be strong, and carry on
Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven

I kinda like this song. It gives me the strenght and will to carry on my life after certain loses here and there. Although i haven't really experience any loss that is so dear to me, but i think this songs says it all.....

To the events of the 9/11 attacks, the Tsunami, the recents earth quakes(which is quite alot lately), and the flood which until now still haunts Johor and some other parts of Malaysia. Even Singapore had some floods at certain areas. This world has certainly gone abit off the pace. Global Warming is one of the reason of the floods, i think. its even getting hotter at certain parts. I wonder if this are signs or anything. Lol..better not think anything stupid...hahah...just my wild creative imagination from movies and graphics poster and ad. Anyway, to those who have lost someone dear to their heart, i pray for all of them that they may live life to their fullest and carry on. I pray to provide you strengh and will to live on your current life. Amen.

About Last Post...

2007-01-23T15:42:00.000+08:00

Lol...My last post abit emo isit...hahaha

Actually i write not about myself one..hahaha
Just that i pity some couples where they keep on fighting and fighting and then in the end both end up misserable. Me? Im happy im single right now. Lol..Sometimes i would say, wah, those 2 so loving together. I want one also oh...Then the next minute, saw another couple argue over something that i wouldn't even know what their problem is. I probably guess its faithfulness problem. Most asians, like what mr. Idzuan said are Kiasu people...hahaha...I guess its true to tell the truth. Most people would just keep them to themselves. Would you want to give your most precious things away for free...I guess not..Its probably the same with that argue thingy. I've been in position being the middle person trying to repair a relationship one time too many already..I'm just too tired already seeing my friends become sad, depressed and heart broken by their counterpart.

Most couple would argue over even over small matters like this - hey, i just saw you talk with that girl/guy over there a sec ago. What did you talk about? I want to know. Then the other would reply, You ar..Cannot meh i have other friends same as your gender..If i'm a guy/girl then i can only be friends with the same gender as mine and not yours isit?

I heard this alot of times already...This is also one of the reasons why i've been single all this long...haha...enjoying life at it is...Although i know its kinda lonely but atleast theres no small arguement over such small matter which can immediately turn into one big huge mistake. I was in this position once..Heck, what the hell happened to the word, TRUST. The other just wouldn't trust their partner anymore. Every person who is of the opposite gender seems to create gossips. And you know those gossips....Well, These guys can travel pretty fast and far...Heck i've been gossip ALOT during my secondery school days...I just hate those things man...They're evil...hahaha...lol..

Ok la...This is just to explain my last post...Which some ask me whether got isi tersirat(Secret Meaning) or not. Hahahah....for now, no la...just something dedicated to those problem couples...I just wish trust is the only thing which exists in this world..

Rascal Flatts - What Hurts The Most

2007-01-23T00:00:00.000+08:00

This song is dedicated to all those who have someone...
Be grateful for what you have
At least you have someone
Some people don't even have anyone who even like them
Some are just too shy to even get one
Some are just too much a playboy/playgirl where they changes partner every 3 months..
Fights, Quarrels, Misunderstanding in a relationship is a normal thing..
We learn from them and try not to make those mistake again
Don't end a relationship so fast just because of one mistake
Everyone deserves a second chance although you can't be third time lucky for the same mistakes
It just might hurt the other while you are happy

What Hurts The Most by Rascal Flatts

2007-01-21T23:46:00.000+08:00

Its Saturday morning....actually I don't have any plans on that morning...then suddenly, my dad asked me if I wanted to go to the digital mall in Asia Jaya..Then immediately I thought of what am I suppose to buy there...then when my dad showed me this ad from a newspaper about an opening ceremony there by some VIP or someone...Inside that ad shocked me to my heart....I couldn't believe it....

Got offers until RM1 on some computer stuffs...I bought my 4-port USB hub for only RM1..Other than that, I just bought another cd holder bad for RM10 which can hold about 40 cds...then my dad bought a mouse worth RM10...Then finally I told my dad I wanted a pendrive...I saw a shop saying 2gb Kingston Data Traveller II for only RM74...Then I walked around...and guess what I saw...an ad outside the shop saying the same item with a lower price of RM66..I went in and ask is there any left.....sad to say...out of stock...damn...is my bad luck gonna stay like this forever...I continued my walk to see whether I can find another shop that sell that pendrive...

Guess what...I did found another shop...this time with the price of RM65...RM1 cheaper than the last shop...I went in and asked......Too bad again....At this point i thought for sure I wouldn't be able to buy one this time....Then Finally me and my dad went to the auction area and the RM1 area where all the cheap items are on sale...I search high and low...thoroughly for that precious treasure that I seek...I saw another ad on the side of the shop...In my head....sure they say come back tomorrow because today no more stock...To my suprise, there are still 4 pendrives left...I bought one...Then suddenly, one girl, in quite smart clothing came and bought the last 3...Then I told my dad...Walao eh...so lucky...ngam ngam get it before that girl came...If not..sure I will come home with nothing precious at my belt...Oh ya...i bought that Kingston DTII 2GB pendrive for RM65 nia...lol...so cheap...hahaha..

I hope this single luck can expand till the following weeks ahead..

This post no pic..I will post the pics as soon as I upload them into the PC..

2007-01-21T16:14:00.000+08:00

Set against the backdrop of the chaos and civil war that enveloped 1990s Sierra Leone, "Blood Diamond" is the story of Danny Archer (Leonardo DiCaprio), an ex-mercenary from Zimbabwe, and Solomon Vandy (Djimon Hounsou), a Mende fisherman. Both men are African, but their histories and their circumstances are as different as any can be until their fates become joined in a common quest to recover a rare pink diamond, the kind of stone that can transform a life...or end it.

Solomon, who has been taken from his family and forced to work in the diamond fields, finds the extraordinary gem and hides it at great risk, knowing if he is discovered, he will be killed instantly. But he also knows the diamond could not only provide the means to save his wife and daughters from a life as refugees but also help rescue his son, Dia, from an even worse fate as a child soldier.

Archer, who has made his living trading diamonds for arms, learns of Solomon's hidden stone while in prison for smuggling. He knows a diamond like this is a once-in-a-lifetime find—valuable enough to be his ticket out of Africa and away from the cycle of violence and corruption in which he has been a willing player.

Enter Maddy Bowen (Jennifer Connelly), an idealistic American journalist who is in Sierra Leone to uncover the truth behind conflict diamonds, exposing the complicity of diamond industry leaders who have chosen profits over principles. Maddy seeks out Archer as a source for her article, but soon finds it is he who needs her even more.

With Maddy's help, Archer and Solomon embark on a dangerous trek through rebel territory. Archer needs Solomon to find and recover the valuable pink diamond, but Solomon seeks something far more precious...his son.

Directed by Edward Zwick, the action drama "Blood Diamond" stars Academy Award nominee Leonardo DiCaprio ("The Aviator"), Academy Award winner Jennifer Connelly ("A Beautiful Mind") and Academy Award nominee Djimon Hounsou ("In America"). The screenplay was written by Charles Leavitt, from a story by Leavitt and C. Gaby Mitchell.

Warner Bros. Pictures presents, in association with Virtual Studios, "Blood Diamond," a Spring Creek / Bedford Falls production, in association with Initial Entertainment Group, released by Warner Bros. Pictures, a Warner Bros. Entertainment Company. "Blood Diamond" is produced by Paula Weinstein, Edward Zwick, Marshall Herskovitz, Graham King and Gillian Gorfil. The executive producers are Len Amato, Kevin De La Noy and Benjamin Waisbren.

The film also stars Michael Sheen, Arnold Vosloo, David Harewood, Basil Wallace and introduces Kagiso Kuypers as Dia.

Collaborating with Zwick behind the scenes were director of photography Eduardo Serra, production designer Dan Weil, costume designer Ngila Dickson, and editor Steven Rosenblum. James Newton Howard composed the score.

This film has been rated "R" by the MPAA for "strong violence and language"

"Blood Diamond" opens nationwide on December 8, 2006, and will be released by Warner Bros. Pictures, a Warner Bros. Entertainment Company.

this was taken from blooddiamondmovie.warnerbros.com

Bad Day...

2007-01-19T13:32:00.000+08:00

Before i say anything listen to this song by Daniel Powter first...you can listen to it while reading...lol... :)

Im really havin a bad day...None seem to work out...Come to think of it...I didn't really have anything good happened during the whole week.

Monday-nothing really happened...ok lo...just brainSTORM out my brain....no ideas man for GD...

Tuesday-I forgotten to bring the cd that contains the photo for the photo competition, Malaysia at 50...then somehow, we skipped english class...lol

Wednesday-The start of my nightmare.....While driving to college...Before reaching KDU, i heard some kind of pop...like a baloon burst...I a small rock just hit the side of my car...So i didn't really care...Then after a while i felt something is weird..Something is not right..The car also feels very not comfortable..Theres also sound coming out from somewhere behind...I switched off my radio..listened for awhile...And then suddenly i realize that i got a flat tyre..I need to make a decision right there on the spot whether to continue driving or stop my car. I choose to drive as i was only a distance away from college...hoping and praying that my tyre would tahan until there...I drove slowly and carefully...and reach college safely...thank god for that...Frist time lo i got a flat tyre in the MIDDLE of a highway...duh! My hometown doesn't have highways...

Thursday-Starting already i forgotten to bring my bible for cellgroup..Then my work also not complete as i was totally lacking in ideas...i think my brain is totally full of football now..Ask me anything, and most probably i can answer them all..Then comes the Photoshop lab....OMG! I was like not again...the third time already i listen to this...but some of my classmate doesn't know how to use...so we all who already know the basics need to listen to this tutorial all over again...2 hours somemore...Then come nightfall, i need to drive 2 groups of ppl to Pelangi Damansara..1 group is from Centerpoint..while the 2nd group was from Bangsar...Heck, i missed the turn and i had to take a U-turn to get to that place...Then when going for supper...Walao eh..Totally blur la me...I guess i was very tired already..Using my brain non-stop for 3 days straight, then whole day at damansara...haven't rested abit...somemore jam again....I missed ALOT of turns...it took me half an hour to reach to Lim kok wing there from damansara..>With no jam at all....some of my friends in the car like wanna explode already...but me...no...i kept my cool...lol...aiseh...no lah...im just patience la...

I am totally still a baby in this huge city...I totally can't recognize the road as well yet...I know also that every mistake i make is an advantage...I gain experience...I get to know the road better...Although i would most probably drive during the day...as i don't really like the night very much...lol..kinda a day person for me...hahah...If this city continue inproving, i can see that their highways and flyovers are gonna be like this..

Because of this, i reached home at 2 am..I was totally exhausted from college, driving, mentally and pysically..spiritually i think im still strong or else i won't be able to have survie this whole week...

Friday-Because of exhaustion...I couldn't wake up on time...Lol..i woke up like 11 am...hahahaha...today's the first class i miss for visual studies ady...cannot afford to miss another one...

Well...thats everything now for the whole week of Bad luck....hmmm...will there be more...or will my next week be better....we'll see...

The Bomoh Song

2007-01-15T20:39:00.000+08:00

Guys....hear what in the video...don't really need to look...just listen to the song...To Grey, Ryan, Mojo and VVN....they shud know this one...lol

Listen to the last 15 seconds...lol...

this video seem to block my cbox view...sorry ya...

EDITED

go here if still can't watch...
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MNCJBOEJjso

The Guardian

2007-01-15T19:12:00.000+08:00

The Guardian

I just watched this movie a few moments ago....One word to describe it....Remarkable!
I just tease u guys first...I don't wanna spoil the fun by telling the whole story here...

What would you do if someone's life is in your hands?
Which decision would you make?
Save him/her and sacrifice yourself?
Or let him/her go and save yourself?

Lifeguard, Coast guard, Firemen, Police, or any life saving forces that exist in the world...We owe them so much for the sacrifice they have done us..Look at 9/11. Many firemen and policemen/women died in there...Why? To save lifes...I say this movie is very good probably because of my background...I always think of saving others before myself...Although i know this is totally wrong in a logical sense but its just my nature...I would do everything and anything to save those who are in need of help..Thats my main reason that i joined the Red Cressent back in Primary and Secondery School..Every sports day or inter-school sports day, my name would be the first on the list...I just want to help...Whether just a light injury or a broken leg or even a life threatening case...you can count me the first to get there with help....although i haven't really experience any of the third one..which is the life threatening one...lol...i think i'm babbling to much here...hahahaha...ok la...

I'll just end this with words from the movie at the end....I recomend everybody to watch this movie...you won't regret it...Trust me...

He is a legend...A man who lives beneath the sea...He is a fisher of men...A Last Hope...For all those who are left behind...He is known as the Guardian...

Life is indeed about making choices...

2007-01-15T14:26:00.000+08:00

Lol...nothing to post for now...i haven't upload any pics or videos from the mallacca trip...so wait for next post...

This is just a wallpaper from ManUtd.com...

Manutd just won 3-1 vs aston villa...keep on winning...
i want the title....if possible..the famous TREBLE

2007-01-12T10:45:00.000+08:00

Today is kinda weird....lol...somehow our class finish at 10am when it just started an hour ago....i couldn't believe it but its true....I thaught that class will be until 4 or 5 like that then finish so fast....lol...if every friday like this, very nice oh...can have time to finish any unfinish work.

Another thing that i want to put in here is an advertisement made by Randall who is my cellmember in CHC. Most of the actors, and actress are from KBU....so KBU students, see any familiar faces in here....lol...i laughed like hell yesterday when they told me its on youtube...i was one of the actors, but Randall chose not to put me in....hahaha...i actually purposely did badly when they asked me to do that part..i knew already that it somehow gonna be published on some website or passed up as one of his assignments..But to look at those people kena jadi mangsa, quite funny also....lol...just take a look at the video here....

or visit the html below...if this doesn't work again..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4uRsnnp0UFk

see ya guys and girls for now...still got some research to do before i go back home...ciaoz...

EDITED

Why ar cannot watch...latest flash?? Java?? On my com at home can ar...maybe becoz im the one who host it...lol..just go to youtube la and watch there...

2007-01-10T12:30:00.000+08:00

Todays the third day of my degree....Well...its been good so far..So far so good..

First day...is like deja vu...everything that happened on day 1 of foundation happened again on the first day of degree...The only difference is we are in degree or should i say the UBol(Usual bunch of Idiots)..lol...

Theres only one thing about degree now...It means consistent working/studying on projects/essays and stuffs..I cannot afford to lose concentration now..Its my future im talking about here...Time to get serious but in a happy way...lol...be happy, be confident, be creative...

Design is a really hard world to be in...This area requires alot of sleepless nights and datelines to overcome...We must be totally diciplined in what we do and manage our time very well for us to succeed in this line of work...

It could be stressful at times, but if you have the desire and determination to be one of the most influencial and famous designers on earth...Hell, anything can be conquered..Time to rise to the challenges and give 110% in everything i do this 3 years of degree...I cannot succumb to the pressure now...I need to keep my consistency and be like a Man Utd striker scoring goals every match to win games...Lol...suddenly football comes in....hahaha....Henrik Larsson in the pic..damn good player for his age...35 i think..playmaker+scorer...

Ok la...i think i tersusur out of topic ady...suddenly go in football...i stop here for now...

A Long post....Enjoy

2006-12-23T22:31:00.000+08:00

Yo! Im Back!
This is gonna be a long one so grab some snacks now and sit back and enjoy…

10th December

At night, there is a special event in City Harvest Church. The event is the first for me as I’ve only been in City Harvest Church for like 8 months. This event is held every year to celebrate thanksgiving. Thanksgiving should be on the 24th right? Lol..i guess the schedule is pretty tight for them to bring forward the event date. I just let you guys enjoy the pictures first while I explain on the way.

Click on them for the larger version

This is my church
It is totally packed

There were Modeling too...Beatiful gals here

There was guys too...

Red polka dots...Probably Yan Yee wants one...lol

This is the graduation for cell leader's training
Believe it or not, that guy giving the certs is our head pastor

This is the Hair and Dress Design contest
Future cat woman?

This is the Masquerade
You'll want to see the next one

This concept is from a spider
Spidy's Wife perhaps?

Shes Sexy
Lotsa guys wanna take a pic with her

This is Pamela...shes like a sister to all thats younger than her

This is our church version of West Life, Harvest Life

This is Me, Anthony and Jackie

This is some member of our cell groups

Lotsa pics....lol....honestly this is the first time i post with pics...

1st Dateline day, 8th December

sorry for all my readers….i’ve been pretty bad last month….everything seem to be wrong in some way….one thing for sure is because I don’t have the $ for me to buy materials…So I had to save and save til I had enough. How I save?? Well…That is another thing….I had to skip lunch for 1 whole MONTH…I didn’t eat breakfast, nor lunch, nor tea…just dinner for 1 month…I perfectly know this is totally bad for me but I had no other choice…I just couldn’t ask my dad for more money as I have already spent around 7k worth of money on this foundation thing excluding the tuition fee…Then there was this fever that I was having for the about 1 week…I just didn’t care bout that then and thought that it was just a normal fever…Then one Thursday, I suddenly had one of the hottest fever ever and at the same time, I was also having some kind of cold fever…I was shivering pretty hard…While at the same time feeling my body very hot…that time I knew I was very sick…I smsed my dad and told him bout the dual fever….by that time I remembered some of the symptoms of Denggi Fever. When my dad called me, he said that it might be denggi…In my mind….WTH! Tomorrow need to pass up project…now I get this fever….

Denggi D-Day

The Evil Mosquito

I went for check up at UH(University Hospital) and they did a few test here and there…I got temperature checked, my blood pressure…They even took my blood…first time got a needle in my arm(that area, dunno what u call it), then I got a X-Ray scan of my chest as the doctor said that I might have Chest Infection instead…But the good news is that I don’t have DENGGI!! WOOHOO!! Felt happy but confused at the same time…How did I get chest infection..I don’ smoke or anything…Probably second hand smoking…..hmmm…nah…I don’t think so…So the outcome was that I have chest infection…and my Potassium level is low…That means I’m low in bananas….hahah….I never really liked bananas..

2nd Dateline day, 15th December

And because of this sickness….I almost gave up…seriously…I was sick till I didn’t even have mood to do anything…No energy at all…felt very hopeless…I just cincai do the project and show her….The blue box was the outcome….super simple…I didn’t care anymore….Then I somehow got my semangat back and did the drawing…which was due in bout 3 or 4 days time….I plan and did it…thankfully it came out great…Didn’t really expected it to be that nice….lol….Then I tried to sambung that semangat and re-do the project…I wanted to do better…Its too flat…Too 2D…So I create another one…Which was full 3D inside…The box might be simple and a bit childish but the inside is something which would be interesting to watch…To play is quite hard for our hands…Since everything is quite pack inside the board game…

Here are some pics of the board game….Enjoy

The Colour Layout

The Box

The Inside of the Box

This week…18th to 22nd December

Well…Obviously this week all of us FCA 18 got nothing to do…Just need to go to coll and settle some things. First we just need to finalize our portfolio. Then we got the external assessment thingy along with an interviewer from somewhere. Then is the last day of foundation. The RESULTS day! I didn’t really cared what I got as I know I wouldn’t have a chance to get an A. Although I passed, I’m not totally satisfied with work. I need to work harder and need to stay away from sickness. Honestly, I didn’t manage to cope with being to take care of everything myself at the hostel. That’s why I got sick a lot. Enough with the results la. I got into degree puas hati la..Just need to up my game 10 times next year.

On Friday, my cellgroup combined with some other cell celebrated Christmas together. Each of us brought a present each for a gift exchange. My gift was a nice wallet for a girl and some deco stuff from Bali itself. Too bad the receiver of my gift was a guy. I expected that actually so nvm la…hahaha…he probably should give the wallet to his sister of someone. I got a glass. Kinda cute pictures on it. Abit childish but its something that I don’t really need. I just make it a deco in my room or something. Seriously la, I very rarely use a glass when I drink water one. I got a water bottle that I keep refilling for myself to drink. If drink milo or something else sure need cup la. The celebration was fun…Lotsa food, caroling…birthday celebration at the same time. There were games too..Sorry for this one tho coz I didn’t bring my camera to the celebration so no pics here…I try get some pics from my cell members...

Thats all for today....very long liao...

Careless me...And a hole in my wallet...

2006-11-18T00:40:00.000+08:00

I guess i've been missing for the last 2 classes...heh....i guess u guys are wondering why...Very very careless of me lo...If im not mistaken task 6 and 5 was ruined...by my own doin.....lol...i actually laughed when i carelessly SPILL water over my task 5 and 6....very big swt....coz it is just the day before the Graphics presentation...Now i need to redo again...Argh!!

I was totally stressed out during that day...kinda panic also...and freaked out...don't know what else to do....I just knew at that moment, that i can't show my face with an incomplete work...

Other than the works ruined...sumthing else happened during that week...I dunno what happen la...but i kinda lost tracked about how much i had in my wallet...I just spend spend and spend during the weekend....and was left bout rm40 for the rest of the week starting from monday...

So the outcome was...super diet for the whole week...Monday and tuesday...i only eaten nasi lemak in coll which was rm1.80..the third day just ate fried mee which was rm2 i think...but on all the three days i ate dinner normally la...The day which i bought the mee, i was only left with rm5...grey asked for rm3 or rm4 sumthing for the notes....then i was like....omg...next week can pay ar...lucky can lo...if not...me die liao...

U guys might be wondering how can im still here typing...lol...Actually for the whole day on thursday...i left with rm2...which i bought bread about 6 buns like that inside...i didn't ate lunch or breakfast...and only ate when it is like 6 oclock like that...3 buns...then around 10 sumthing like tat, i ate the other 3 buns and some fries at McD which my friend treat me...a little happy coz atleast got some calories...potato contain calories rite??? a good subsistute for rice...lol...And u guys probly know that since McD cokes are free flowing...we could not let that go to waste can we...so i think i drank bout 3 large cokes there....lol...when i got back....i was really really full....full of gas....

The next day...which was friday...i woke up...and felt abit weird...kinda upset stomach or sumthing...maybe gastrik...but i didn't have problems when i ate dinner just now...so proly just my stomach telling me to get some food before it get angry and gives me problems...lol

I perfectly know that this is totally unsafe or unhealthy for me....so no need to advice me or anything....I just know that as long as i have faith in Him and continue praying to Him...He will answer all my prayers as vowed to live under an open heaven...

The Convenant + Football Crazy?!

2006-11-12T02:37:00.000+08:00

Ok....Today is pretty weird for me...Dunno why? Morning was ok...went to class to do some work on the drawing project...then went back during lunch.....Then it rained pretty heavily after lunch...It was very windy too...This reminds me of my poor com which is spoilt because of the thunder....haiz...nvm....my bro will fix it..

The time was 5:30 and that is the time i got ready to go to church...I can't wait for today's service as a pastor from Australia will be coming today..They call him leng chai pastor....Quite leng chai lo for his age...lol...im not saying he is old or anything...im not even sure how old he is....Maybe 30+ or sumthing...lol...ok...enuf said bout him...Age doesn't matter...What matters is what he said during the service...He really gives me something to think after his service...He made me realise sumthing bout myself and my future...Where my future will be after a few years time...I most probably be in church commited on doin something important but i think i will start quite slow...Tomorrow is another different service by him but i don't think im able to come as i still have some homework to complete...lol...okok...what am i doin here blogging then...hahah..can't help it...i want to write....hahah

Ok...i think all that i wrote doesn't even apply to what my topic is above...lol....if this is an essay sure out of topic ady....lol...

The Convenant...What is that anyway u asked...Well for those movie maniacs...u shud know what it is...It a movie...A first look at the poster...it looks like a scary/horror movie....but then it wasn't scary at all...really...take my word for it...there were some parts which made ur heart jump abit tho...lol...but it doesn't seem to have any effect to me...It just makes me think how do they make the effect and thinking if i can make the same kind of effect using my PC...lol...passionate about graphics eh....All i can say is that..for all Dragon Ball anime fans out there....i think u will like this movie...I don't know other ppl but i feel like watching dragon ball with real humans...Even got those kame hame ha! in water form...lol..they can fly too...hahahah...Their eyes were cool too...I like the effect...Ok...if u want to watch this movie...go ahead lo...Its an ok movie...not too great...not too boring...but seriously this won't be the movie which i will watch alot times like A Walk to Remember or FFVII:Advent Children lo...

Ok...enuf said bout that movie...want to know the story go watch lo....Tomorrow got lotsa football activity...At 5 got fooball with my juniors FCA 19..maybe with FCA 20 too...lol...That also not comfirm la...coz of the rain...It has been raining these few days...I hope the weather is fine tomorrow...I want to play soo baddd.....i miss the field...i hope i wont injure myself tho...lol...i don't want to be out of action again...That feel quite lonely...lol...i meant frustrated...Then after that i might be playing with my church mates...A futsal match...lol...Tomorrows sure a day filled with lotsa footballs....haahaha....i hope i can finish my work...ok...i lazy to write anymore...

haha...coz u guys will surely be bored by this long essay ady...somemore no pictures...I wish i had a camera phone so i can pics without bringing the camera...I lazy to charge the batteries for the cam..If phone surely got battery one as i don't think anybody can live without a phone nowadays...oklah...i stop here...

bubyes...

A spoilt PC and a blessing for today...

2006-11-10T21:06:00.001+08:00

Hey ya'll..how ya doin these few days? Well...im nt really good in a mental way....lol...My com spoilt...Can't on it....sob sob....i can't live without my com lo...Internet and my music is all in my com...once my com spoilt...i cannot do anything lo..im even lacking ideas now...lol...

but...because of my PC i can eat lunch with my parents...and did i eat alot during that lunch....until my mom also said why suddenly you eat so much one....like didn'teat for a few days....lol....well...actually this week im very very broke...no money lo...because of the aircon bill...suddenly come andit cost rm49...which eathalf my allowance ady....so during this week i had to diet abit lo....

I dunno why people pity me so much...only one day eat maggi say that i eat maggi everyday ady....I didn't complain what...I did what i could and plan my finances for the week with only rm50 left...but then some ppl memperbesarkan my DIET and tell everyone....WTH!! What i do is my business...I know what am i doin and surely God will lend me a hand when im in need of help...I trust God for whatever i do...I have faith...

And one more thing...i just found out today that my Bro quitted his job to work to work in his church...walao...i didn't expect that soon...i thought that it would be some more years....but....coooooll.....i have a Bro that works in a church for a living...He probably is a IT speciallist and some sort of leader...I don't know much....but i do know that he is always the leader in his group and kinda take care of everything that is associated with IT things...

Now im in City Harvest Church...I wonder where would i be after my degree...Would i be in some company like astro and do design for them or would i be in church in the design ministry??
I surely hope i can work in the church as i feel very peaceful and at home there...lol...me speaking about the future kinda gives me goosebumps...

Ok...thats all for today....don't want u guys to read so much without photos......bubye

Another New Skin!

2006-11-06T01:52:00.000+08:00

Hey hehe....I got a new layout again....why? well the last one was a bit...i mean have too crampy words....Its quite hard to read...Even got some complains from Ryan and Mojo. Is it ok now?

lol...I quite like this skin...its not mine tho...I just download it from blogskins.com..If i have free time, i would make my own skin...That also if i really have that much of free time...

I feel a bit sastified now...Coz Chelsea is losing....yay!!! 2-1 Tottenham lead....yay!! Let Chelsea LOSE.....I don't want them to win....Let Man Utd top the table until the end of the season....

Glory Glory Manchester United! Long Live Sir Alex!!

Only a short one for today...I want to sleep ady...nitez

Tomorrow got dinner...but...

2006-11-03T03:45:00.000+08:00

Hmm...Which one would you choose....Your family member's birthday or goin to God's house....Well...Actually tommorow got this dinner to celebrate both my brother and sister's birthday which is coming soon next week...My sis is on the 9th while my Bro is on the 12th...

I couldn't go to the dinner tho coz i have cellgroup to attend...I feel kinda sad coz i miss my family quite alot...lol....People think im that independent...But actually i do miss them on a few occasions...Family is quite important to me...Especially my brother and sister...My sis is 15 years older while my bro is 12 years older...I never really get the chance to really know them, u know...I mean our age difference is so big that our likes and dislekes are also different...Even our thinking is totally different...Because of this i even love both of them even more...So actually my heart really wants to go to this dinner....Its some sort of reunion for me la...coz i haven't seen them quite a while...

Well...i made my decision just now after asking James/Ah Tung for advice...coz i don't really know what to do just now...I want so bad to go home and have dinner but at the same time...i do have commitments with church...i still have to attend the cellgroups and church service...I was stuck just now really...I don't know what to do...Whether to go to cellgroup or attend the dinner...

Would God understand if i went back for dinner and not to cellgroup and/or will my parents understand if i love God more and to show my love to my family i pray for them while im in a cellgroup...

Anyway...im goin to cellgroup...Even tho my heart feels quite lonesome now...I miss my family...Even with friends by my side...i still feel something missing inside....I hope i can overcome this and do my work...As i can't afford to slack off and lose my mood again...I lose far too many times already...I need to focus and have faith in myself....

Let me divert my life a little towards football...

2006-11-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

lol...now feeling paiseh le from my last post so i post something else now...Football

Tonite is Manchester United VS Copenhagen in Denmark...Man Utd will go through to the next round if Man Utd can atleast get a draw....but why bother a draw when u can win it and keep the momentum goin on and on until the end of the season...Need to have consistency to be champions...Also have to worry about complacency(Careless mistakes) when playing against weaker teams coz most probably we will think...haiya no need to worry la...sure win one by 3 or 4 goals....then in the end they got a draw...sad but true...So concentrating 110% is a must in every game no matter which team u are playing against...That what football is about...

Winning is fun and we will feel very sastified with our performance if we played well...Talking about winning....I just played futsall for bout 1 hour plus yesterday nite...Guess what the score was....it was 9-2...We trashed the the opponents...We played quite well...Our passing was great...Our pressuring was fantastic...but our finishing still need to touch up a bit....We got quite a lot of chances...even open goal chance was missed alot...both teams sure miss alot as the goal was only the basketball post/tiang...Its not easy to hit that thing...I tried and tried...i didn't even score one....sob..sob....but i sure did assist quite a few....I was overall happy with my performance....My teammate even belanja me 100 plus coz of my assist to him...lol...Most probably this friday will play again..coz that is the only free day of the week...Other than that can't play too long...lol...sure will feel tired and couldn't wake up the next morning...

Ok...enough ady with this football talk...I think u all are starting to get bored...except for Ryan maybe...coz he like football too...lol...

Ok...i think i end here for now...see ya

My Life...My World....My Self Beliefs...

2006-11-01T03:12:00.000+08:00

Hey guys and girls....I know it might be late...but i just feel like writing something...I just realize something quite important...And this might change my life....And myself...I hate who am i right now....I just can't live with it anymore....

Praying to God for answers just let me heart feel a bit unworried...but the questions are still there....I need help sometimes...Sometimes i get myself out of it...But sometimes i just break down not knowing what else to do....I know i have friends...but how many are them are true friends...One question in my life is who can i really trust...I just don't know anymore...Sometimes i feel out of place just because of who i am...Sometimes i feel like i bonded with them but on other days, it just seem to fade away...

Having a relationship is another thing...I feel that being who i am...i won't be able to approach anyone or someone whom i have feelings with...its quite hard...you know...There are tons of times which i wished i wasn't the person i am right now...People say that people will eventually change....I have faith that i will too someday but when...I really need that change...i just can't seem to right now...Stress has been on and off...Now im not even sure whether im taking the right course...I feel lost...

I need a new start to my life...I been lost for far too long....longer than i can remember...I remember all the things that i did that i should not have done before in my life...One of them is smoking...I regret that i smoked last time...I should have just rejected it...But i was out of the crowd..I want to get in so i just tried...Then there was one time where i went to a night club...Yes...i went clubbing before and i drank...yup..i drank like 2 bottles....I don't think i was drunk or anything coz i can still think straight and walk straight...I haven't really mention this to anybody in this new city...People think that im the good boy and all...Maybe they don't...i don't know....I can't read people minds or anything..Those are just one time experience...now i changed that....Now i just need to change something more to be a better person...

Now, after writing all that....i have a feeling that i shouldn't be posting this...but what the heck...Its my life...not EVERYBODY read it....If my parents read this....im sure as dead meat as a BBQ steak...

I apologize that all my blogs doesn't have photos....Its all just about my life...I know i like photography and all..but...i feel words describe everything they needed to say about...

Wayne Rooney is back!!

2006-10-29T00:21:00.000+08:00

Yo ppl!! Wassup....Holidays are over....How did your holidays went? Fine? Bored? Having fun? Movies? or Food? I probably know most of the answers dy from my classmate's blog...lol....im in a really serious holiday mood now...I feel so lazy to get up from my chair now...Even my bed, i take a long time to wake up....lol...Lazy me...i need to motivate myself again...Classes are not to be missed again...

Ok....My holiday is nothing special...I just returned home to my sis place...Then everyday is just normal...wake up...eat....watch tv...do some homework...eat again...watch tv...then sleep...Everyday doing the same thing over and over again...Quite sienz lo to tell the truth...but i don't mind...I just want to rest my mind and body...so i can start afresh again to concentrate on the projects....I been pretty demotivated for the first month of my 3rd sem or so....don't really know why...I wish i know...All i can do now is pray and try my best to get my mood back to top speed and do what im best at...Design...

Ok...i just finish watching.....err....correction...listening to the Man Utd VS Bolton match...at the Reebok Stadium which is Bolton's home stadium...Bolton is one tough team to play against...They play high ball...long ball...and are very physical in their game...Man Utd had to be as physical as them to challenge them...Well Man Utd played a superb game against Bolton today...As you can see my title is Wayne Rooney is back..The reason i put that title is because he hasn't been playin up to standard after his suspension...But today...he is on FIRE!! He scored a hat-trick(to those who don't know what hat-trick is, its 3 goals)! I was really delighted with his performance...When he plays that well...I think i feel pretty sastified..Now im in a really good mood...Feel so happy...lol...what can i say...he's my football idol...I like his attititude while playing...Never say die attitude with a determination to win every game...Sometimes when im in a competition....I always want to win...No matter what...Im a very competitive guy..I will battle and fight and just never give up until me or my team wins the game...But im also a realist...I accept the reality that you can't win everything...For sure you will lose some right..

Ok...Enough said about the game and me....Just one more thing...The final score was Man Utd 4-0 Bolton...Rooney scored 3 and Ronaldo scored the other...

A Tribute to World Trade Center

2006-10-21T03:28:00.000+08:00

He guys...How ya doin today...Its holiday rite? so u guys must have done something already...Ryan been wanting to play football wif anyone..then i know Mojo have been doin her things since her blog says so....ok enuf bout other ppl's blog...i want pay a tribute to the late WTC....

Well...i just finished watching the movie WTC which stands for (u guys shud know what)...overall its an OK movie...not much of action but pretty dramatic or shud i say traumatic and thankful feel after watching it since it happened in real life...Here is a warning first...to those who haven't watched the movie but want to watch...STOP reading rite now...coz on the next paragraph is some SPOILERS which will make ur viewing experience a bit more boring...

Ok...another warning for u guys out there....haha...ok...enuf wif the warnings ady...

It all starts off with a normal day...where everybody goes to work and then do their normal daily thing like cops ronda here and there...business ppl walking busily like they are doin something which i think like they just sit in the office and do nothing but sign documents(hmm...this line has nothing to do wif the movie)...back to the movie...then all of a sudden..a plane crash into the tower...everybody just think the plane ran out of fuel or the pilot was drunk or sumthing...No reason of a terrorist.....until......the second tower got hit by a similiar aircraft...at first people think that the aircraft was just a normal propeller plane...those small 5 seater plane...but no...it is a big Airbus or a Boeing plane...a large one indeed which made a massive hole in the building...

Then after that 20 minutes of start...the rest of the movie only sits in the building it self...i mean whats left of the building which is rubbles...so its like 70% or more of the movie is inside that rubble...3 men survived the building collapsing...they were stuck there for about 2 days..i think...but before they got out one of them died trying to save one guy...a part of the building collapse ON him and he got stuck too...and died after a gun shot...i don't really think it is suicide...they didn't really show the scene when the gun was fired...or i didn't watch that time...i just heard it...lol...The whole movie was about the one who survived in that disaster...So probably the movie wasn't about getting money after all...Its making a tribute to those who risked their lifes to save others and some died trying...while only a number survived....pretty sad at first...as i don't know what is the outcome...will they die or not...at the time when they almost gave up...i almost cried seeing them...so pity...then when they returned from the dead....i was aww.....so touching...they managed to get out without any limbs missing....i was quite sure that their legs must be crushed under that building but to my suprise...they are still walking....

All my description are mostly quite short...so if u want to know more...just watch the movie...I think some of u won't even want to watch it anymore after reading all this...lol...sorry...i warned u...rite?

CSS codes...

2006-10-18T02:00:00.000+08:00

Hey y'all...How ya doin...I see that a few of my classmate have been stress here and there...Yeah...Its hard work and conflicts are everywhere...I don't see how stress can be removed from our life for now...

As you can see...I change my skin again...This time it is a haloween skin...Since haloween is coming so i change according to the season...hahah...When i have the free time i will edit or even make my own skin...Its quite easy actually...All you have to know is where and what to put in the CSS codes....Its complicated at first...but with time...surely no problem at all...

new blog...new start...

2006-10-11T14:09:00.000+08:00

hey y'all...wassup? fine or having a bad day...
so why am i changing to a new blog even tho i still have friendster blog and msn blog..well, first because everybody seems to be changing their blog to blogspot....why don't i give it a try too...then i starting to get bored with the msn one ady...third...something new is like a new toy to play with..so more blogging...hahaha

ok..thats all for the first post..