Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Love is in the air…

Well…love is certainly in the air these few days….love towards parents, love towards brothers and sisters, love towards friends, love towards love ones, love towards enemies, love towards GOD..

What is love anyway? In general sense, love is something that you really treasure and will never let go no matter what happens. It is something which would even cost your life if you love “THEM” that much..

To me, love is something which is very complicated. Let me just say that, “to love someone is easy, but for someone to love you is hard”. Why do I say this? Well, it is impossible to know anyone who loves you unless he/she tell you. Even if they do tell you, how do you exactly know that they are telling the truth? It is quite impossible to tell the difference between the truth and lies. Acting comes into people minds who are so desperate that they are willing to do everything until they get what they want. They could just be desperate to get that leng chai or lung lui that they dream of getting. Some would just dream dream and dream. While they are some who would do everything in their power to get what they want.

Here’s an example…Let’s say, that your team is losing 1 goal to 0 in a football match. Certainly your team wouldn’t want to lose the match right? What would your players do? They would ACT. Someone tries to tackle one of your players inside the box and then suddenly out of no where, your player fell down without even contact on him. The referee awards your team a penalty. And your team scores. The score is 1-1. This is an act of desperation. Who would ever want to lose a game unless if the game is a friendly la..which doesn’t really matter who wins or lose..When during a competition, who would want to lose. Everybody wants to win, right?

Well, so do those desperate people out there. They tell you lies in desperation to get what they want. Let say, some guy came to you and explain about some organization about children cancer or something. Then they would ask for donation. How would you know they are telling the truth? They could just be acting to take your precious money. The organization could just be an organization to take people money and use them for themselves. Those images could just be taken off the Internet like any other pictures. Heck, we ALL know that right? Are we just too stupid to realize this? Or are we ANGELS for giving donation to those who need them or is it just an act of desperation to get what they want. Newspapers came out an article where it says that those people "collecting" donations are not really donations. For example, if you give RM10. The mangsa that you donated to only receive 10% where the agents aka "the collector" receive 50% and the company that hires them receive 40%. Is this fair? Hell no! I would prefer to give RM100 to those who need directly rather than give to those agents. Frauds they are. If you want to give, do your research first. There lotsa frauds out there so watch out. These people just act in desperation. I don't think those agents have much sympathy

The same goes to love. I know coz I’ve seen so enough of friends getting themselves lied for their partner to get them as their boyfriend/girlfriend. It is just so sad to see them suffer because of that. And I’m tired of being the middle man. Tired of trying to fix the problem where the problem couldn’t really be fix at all. They were just acting to get what they want. When they are done, they say bye bye. Honestly, I’ve thought of doing some desperate things, but I just realize at that time that that is certainly not right. I would just be lying to myself and her. In fact, I think I was a victim once, but I didn’t really realize coz I was still very young. XD. Monkey love mah…hahaha…

Now I don’t know why all these things keep coming into my mind. Things that make me realize things that they are not. Things that are so impossible to tell the difference between the truth and the lies. Would there be a kind of meter or scanner to tell which the truth is and which is lies.

Uncles, Aunties, Cousins, and Friends all have been pressuring me to get a girlfriend. Well. Here’s my answer. It is impossible for me to tell the truth between who is lying and who is telling the truth. Even if I do like someone would they like me back. Heck, who am I anyway? I’m no Brad Pitt or any guys that girls would dream of. I’m me, I will never change. I will still be the Dennis that everybody knows. Probably nobody really knows about my past as my move to this big city is like a new start in my life. Everything in the past are wiped out and everything in the future lies ahead. Although I know that the past will always be there no matter what you do. People still remember you for what you did back then. You’ll be remembered on you bad deeds and good deeds. If they are record breaking, then you’ll be remembered for a long time. The past is apart of me. Not apart of you, so I’ve no reason whatsoever to write a book about my past.

There’s only one way for me to get a girlfriend now. That is that they love me. When someone loves you, they will never leave you. They would do everything in their power to help you. They would care for you. Never leave you alone for whatsoever reason. When they love me that way, then I would be able love them back. I may not love them at first but with the love they shown me, I would definitely love them back to the same standard of how they love me. Love is cruel in a way. Also magical in a another way. But to me love is just complicated. Like a DNA reading which we would know what the hell it is unless we learn how to read them(although with the technology we have, everything is done for us).

To love someone, you must first be loved by someone...

Make sure that is pure love. No lies. No betrayals. No disloyalty. Too bad there is no certain way to make sure that it is pure love. Everybody just seem to love the other and not sure whether the other REALLY do love them back. They might just be acting in desperation again.

And again...Another famous saying...Don't judge a book by its appereance...Don't just see leng chai or leng lui. See their heart....Inner beauty conquers all..But i must admit the outer beauty is also very much, ahem....optional...lol...but this optional most probably be ticked one...hahahah...but the standard of beauty not high lo...XD

Sorry ah...no pics here...this like an article by me...lol..
Dunno why suddenly feel like writing this...
Been trying to publish this post for 3 days liao...Home connection can't connect to blogger... T_T

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