Tuesday, February 27, 2007

Love is in the air…

Well…love is certainly in the air these few days….love towards parents, love towards brothers and sisters, love towards friends, love towards love ones, love towards enemies, love towards GOD..

What is love anyway? In general sense, love is something that you really treasure and will never let go no matter what happens. It is something which would even cost your life if you love “THEM” that much..

To me, love is something which is very complicated. Let me just say that, “to love someone is easy, but for someone to love you is hard”. Why do I say this? Well, it is impossible to know anyone who loves you unless he/she tell you. Even if they do tell you, how do you exactly know that they are telling the truth? It is quite impossible to tell the difference between the truth and lies. Acting comes into people minds who are so desperate that they are willing to do everything until they get what they want. They could just be desperate to get that leng chai or lung lui that they dream of getting. Some would just dream dream and dream. While they are some who would do everything in their power to get what they want.

Here’s an example…Let’s say, that your team is losing 1 goal to 0 in a football match. Certainly your team wouldn’t want to lose the match right? What would your players do? They would ACT. Someone tries to tackle one of your players inside the box and then suddenly out of no where, your player fell down without even contact on him. The referee awards your team a penalty. And your team scores. The score is 1-1. This is an act of desperation. Who would ever want to lose a game unless if the game is a friendly la..which doesn’t really matter who wins or lose..When during a competition, who would want to lose. Everybody wants to win, right?

Well, so do those desperate people out there. They tell you lies in desperation to get what they want. Let say, some guy came to you and explain about some organization about children cancer or something. Then they would ask for donation. How would you know they are telling the truth? They could just be acting to take your precious money. The organization could just be an organization to take people money and use them for themselves. Those images could just be taken off the Internet like any other pictures. Heck, we ALL know that right? Are we just too stupid to realize this? Or are we ANGELS for giving donation to those who need them or is it just an act of desperation to get what they want. Newspapers came out an article where it says that those people "collecting" donations are not really donations. For example, if you give RM10. The mangsa that you donated to only receive 10% where the agents aka "the collector" receive 50% and the company that hires them receive 40%. Is this fair? Hell no! I would prefer to give RM100 to those who need directly rather than give to those agents. Frauds they are. If you want to give, do your research first. There lotsa frauds out there so watch out. These people just act in desperation. I don't think those agents have much sympathy

The same goes to love. I know coz I’ve seen so enough of friends getting themselves lied for their partner to get them as their boyfriend/girlfriend. It is just so sad to see them suffer because of that. And I’m tired of being the middle man. Tired of trying to fix the problem where the problem couldn’t really be fix at all. They were just acting to get what they want. When they are done, they say bye bye. Honestly, I’ve thought of doing some desperate things, but I just realize at that time that that is certainly not right. I would just be lying to myself and her. In fact, I think I was a victim once, but I didn’t really realize coz I was still very young. XD. Monkey love mah…hahaha…

Now I don’t know why all these things keep coming into my mind. Things that make me realize things that they are not. Things that are so impossible to tell the difference between the truth and the lies. Would there be a kind of meter or scanner to tell which the truth is and which is lies.

Uncles, Aunties, Cousins, and Friends all have been pressuring me to get a girlfriend. Well. Here’s my answer. It is impossible for me to tell the truth between who is lying and who is telling the truth. Even if I do like someone would they like me back. Heck, who am I anyway? I’m no Brad Pitt or any guys that girls would dream of. I’m me, I will never change. I will still be the Dennis that everybody knows. Probably nobody really knows about my past as my move to this big city is like a new start in my life. Everything in the past are wiped out and everything in the future lies ahead. Although I know that the past will always be there no matter what you do. People still remember you for what you did back then. You’ll be remembered on you bad deeds and good deeds. If they are record breaking, then you’ll be remembered for a long time. The past is apart of me. Not apart of you, so I’ve no reason whatsoever to write a book about my past.

There’s only one way for me to get a girlfriend now. That is that they love me. When someone loves you, they will never leave you. They would do everything in their power to help you. They would care for you. Never leave you alone for whatsoever reason. When they love me that way, then I would be able love them back. I may not love them at first but with the love they shown me, I would definitely love them back to the same standard of how they love me. Love is cruel in a way. Also magical in a another way. But to me love is just complicated. Like a DNA reading which we would know what the hell it is unless we learn how to read them(although with the technology we have, everything is done for us).

To love someone, you must first be loved by someone...

Make sure that is pure love. No lies. No betrayals. No disloyalty. Too bad there is no certain way to make sure that it is pure love. Everybody just seem to love the other and not sure whether the other REALLY do love them back. They might just be acting in desperation again.

And again...Another famous saying...Don't judge a book by its appereance...Don't just see leng chai or leng lui. See their heart....Inner beauty conquers all..But i must admit the outer beauty is also very much, ahem....optional...lol...but this optional most probably be ticked one...hahahah...but the standard of beauty not high lo...XD

Sorry ah...no pics here...this like an article by me...lol..
Dunno why suddenly feel like writing this...
Been trying to publish this post for 3 days liao...Home connection can't connect to blogger... T_T

8:47 AM;;
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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

TUESDAY...

What happened on tuesday? hmmmm....wait....



Let me remember them.....





Oh ya....just class in the morning...tuturial on the Typography project...then afternoon do nothing until bout 4:30 and then fetcha friend to church. Then later at night, got church special service which is combined service for valentine and CNY..So fun at church...Got live drama show of the last episode of "the Oily Affair".

Fo the 2nd episode go to the link here:
http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode2.html

The last episode which as live if you watched at church is here:
http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode3.html

overall the show are very good..it kinda have moral studies plus phua chu kang laughter...lol...

Got dance also...Hip Hop dance plus abit of Break Dance...All dancers are church members...If in the famous world..Nobody would know them...very good for unknowns...

Somemore at the end all couples are asked to kiss their partner..lol...ofcourse only married,engaged, and long relationship only...teenagers aren't allowed tho...or else the parents might just give pastor a call...

Oh ya...one more thing...I made a promise today...That i would NEVER EVER drink til i drunk...and i will also NEVER EVER SMOKE...actually i decided this a long time ago...but today just an official promise to GOD...hehe

i think thats all tuesday...

Move on to Wednesday.....Valentines day....

Weee...having fun by myself...Basicly valentine's day doesn't exist in my books...lol...XD..i currently not interested lo in a relationship...I've been through hardships in relationship before...i guess im just not ready yet...muahahaha....and least i can ENJOY all i want without the other worried about me...if you know what i mean..

If got someone likes me...then maybe....just maybe i will rethink...XD
(Should this line even be here, XD)

The day just went normally like any other day..except that it is a HOLIDAY! quite awhile no holiday....now go holiday...must enjoy and play play play!!

sorry ar...no pics in the above...after this i promise got pic...now actually my cam no bat..so i charge it for awhile and i stop writing here for a little while...

wait la...

not yet charge yet..


still cannot on lar...




Just be patience



Cannot wait ar....


go read other blog lo...



then come return here and continue reading this...



lol



still not ready oh...



okok...you guys might be pretty pissed up with me....heheheh



Its the holidays now...unlike grey who just stayed at home in front of his COM dota-ing, auditionSEA-ing, civilization-ing, laze off and etc. I've been experiencing the exact opposite to him...Since friday, i've been having CNY dinner with 4 different families...Friday is with my own family...Then on Saturday, with my sis's husband's family...On Sunday, suppose to go for dinner at my bro's wife's family but they already came here on Saturday lunch time...so consider as one reuninion...XD..On Monday plak, another dinner with my Uncle's family and Grandpa. Angpow's are a number...3 digit blessings....

Other than that...i have this:




PS2.......Nothing else to say here...

then this:



My bed....for me to sleep like a pig in respect to the year of the pig....XD

theres one more thing i would like to show here.....

its this...



Who would want to paint this poor frying pans....and for what...Probably the cleaner will be WTH!! lol...actually these frying pans painted with emulsion belongs to grey for his VS project...Sight and Taste huh....i guess this is taste...and a sight.....lol.

I've been trying to post this darn post for like 4 days ady...so it got extended as the days pass by...Until today which is FOOTBALL night! So you know what is next...muahahahahh


FOOTBALL TONIGHT!
Manchester United VS Lille
3:30 AM in France

Manchester United will be looking for thier first win against Lille in 3 matches. Man Utd lost their last match to Lille last season in the Champions League. Now revenge are on Man Utd minds...They are a revelation this season with Cristiano Ronaldo being a totally different player after the "controversial" world cup involvement with Rooney's sent-off...That event supposely going to split Man Utd into 2 but Rooney and Ronaldo are like playing out of their skins now. Their form has been outstanding this last few weeks...Alex Ferguson will be hoping his team will be able to secure a comfortable win agaisnt the opposing team tonight as the pressure is already on them in the Premeir League with Chelsea chasing them, and in the Cup where there is a replay against Reading coming next next week.

My prediction is Man Utd will win 2-0. This is a crazy rough guess. No statistics have been analyze or anything so don't blame me if i got the score wrong.

Football Pundit, Dennis

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Monday, February 12, 2007

Oh gosh...here i come again with the 'Oh Gosh' Frenzy' Plus 'Football'

Be prepared to read about this syok sendiri post....muahahahahahah!!!

Futsal is is a kind of sport which is similar to the more known football. The only difference is that futsal is played on

this measurements:





Length
Minimum 28 meters
Maximum 40 meters
Width Minimum 16 meters
Maximum 20 meters

International Games
Length Minimum 36 meters
Maximum 40 meters
Width Minimum 18 meters
Maximum 20 meters

taken from http://www.amfutsal.com.py/reglasdejuego.html

lol...so official meh...can get the measurements some more...actually the measurements doesn't really matter for any of us..Like we're gonna play in an official tournament or anything right? We can just use the basketball court(a good place to play but a bit dangerous as some courts are made of cement so its gonna hurt if you fall), or badminton court(although this would damage the court, so its not recommended), or the best place to play, the artificial grass or in other words, fake grass. Some call this turf. There are a number of futsal centres in PJ itself. I played a few of them. Some with people who don't really know how to play, some with grownups(by this i mean late 20s to 30s, just way older than me), and now i played mostly with my church mates now which we currently play every Sunday at 10pm to 12am at Extreme Park Sunway. Oh gosh...i just love this sport the more i play it.

Honestly, i just played yesterday night. actually my muscles especially my abs and thigh hurts man...not that painful la but still...lol...thats what happens when long time didn't played. It was awesome tho, I scored a few goals...I just love the feeling when scoring a goal.I think ryan knows this feeling. although i must admit I'm not the best striker or player there(humble konon, wahahhah). I think i defend more better than i attack. I made a few assist too..and all the assist comes from my tackling which sets up the striker to score. lol....me being proud now....wahahahahahah....

I want to play again next Sunday....but unfortunately, everyone is going back hometown..sobs sobs...no futsal for 2 weeks...nevermind...after that 2 weeks...futsal continues! yay! more fun for me! now i must persevere and time manage myself so i can finish my assignments on time so that i can have time to enjoy and play football and not be stress about assignments at all...

I just wish KBU has a futsal court where their students can play. It would be great. Ryan and i just might join straight away...lol...Too bad tho...Phase 2 of KBU has not even started...I just wonder now why do they have to put that in the display in the lobby...i think the college has ENOUGH money already to at least start the process of phase 2. This not even 1 block..

Lol....you guys might be sleepy already reading this futsal post...Except maybe ryan tho...hahaha...if you reach here...then congratulations...you just endure a post of Futsal! lol....thats all folks...

11:07 AM;;
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Friday, February 02, 2007

I'll start with a verse from NKJV bible

Matthew 6:33 Seek ye first the kingdom of God, and his righteousness, and all these shall be added unto you.

I never really memorized this verse and yet it somehow got into my head. I have no idea how this verse got there. I just seem to know it. I may not be a preacher or anything but what i think that this verse is saying is, to seek first god, believe in him, have faith, and all his righteousness will eventually be added unto you...I remembered my cell leader preach something about this verse once...they used the word unto instead of into is because that you already have what HE has..It is only added into you..

I've been a christian(officially) for 3 quarters of a year now..Its been certainly life changing..Pastor's preaching, the atmosphere at church, the presence of the holy spirit...everything i have experience seem to change most of what i am. I think i have never ever commented more in a critic session before in college/school ever in my life...I think i very very rarely critic unless the teacher/lecturer mentions my name last time. Also i am a super quiet person..Rarely speak if i totally don't know you. But then somehow, i spoke with people which i never even met before. And even prayed with them...gosh...im changing so much i don't even know who am i anymore...



What i know now is I've changed, and this is because of HIM. I always have faith in him no matter where i am or what i am doing. There was once i was very lost on a road...and this BIG city is much too big for an island boy like me..Certainly i will get lost sooner or later right? Well, i just prayed and keep having faith and i got back home safely. Although i miss the next day's class...heheh...bad me...blaming this on the mazy road...I must say tho that the SIGNS are very very misleading sometimes...Once there was a sign board saying this way to TTDI, and the other to section 17, then after driving a while, the one to section 17 also have a split in the end which can also end up on the TTDI side of the road...

Aiks...i think i took a wrong turn liao into another topic...aren't i suppose to be writing about christianity...lol..hmmm...i just thought of something..My church have been quite busy...This month they have this mini-series called 'An Oily Affair'
This mini-series is about.....well...why don't you have a look yourselves....
here's the website to the video...

http://www.chc.org.my/2007/AOA/episode1.html

go on...i guarantee you will enjoy it as well as having a laugh...im not sure how big it is since i didn't watched it online coz i already watched it at church...and i tell you...its really funny...Tomorrow my church is showing the 2nd episode which i surely wouldn't want to miss out...lol...the bloopers at the end really made me burst with laughter until my stomach cramped up...hahaha....im not sure the online one has the bloopers or not..there only four episode but i think they did quite well in the acting department..I shall be posting the next episode video as soon as they uploaded it into the net. Plus on this coming tuesday which is 13 of february, 8pm, there will be a LIVE show on STAGE in my church...Do come if you have the time...

Thats why i think im gonna die this week....got 2 VS assignment havent finish yet....gosh...i hope i can finish it in time...

Ok..thats all for now..

8:49 AM;;
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